I am so weak. I know this isn't heathy. I know this is hurting me emotionally, physically and mentally, but I can't bring myself to end it. I can't bring myself to leave. I hate myself so much. I'm so weak and dependent and I can't ever seem to stand up for myself. I hate hurting others even when it needs to be done. Everyone keeps telling me that he's not good for me or that this isn't healthy. All I can manage to say is that I love him. I'm an idiot for staying. I'm an idiot for giving him chance after chance. I'm an idiot for being so weak. I'm an idiot for staying this long. I'm an idiot for getting so attached. I'm an idiot for loving him.
Why am I such an idiot?
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DiversosA collection of my thoughts whether they be sad, happy, or any emotion in between. I am going to include different things I'm thinking about including quotes and questions. I would love interactions about your views. Feel free to share your thoughts...
