Camila's POV
"Congratulations, Miss Cabello."
"Thank you, Sir." I replied as I exited my boss' office.
"Walz! Come on... let's go!" Dinah said from nowhere.
"Dinah.... where have you been? And I can't. I have work to do." I said.
"No need to work tonight cause I already talked to your boss last night so let's go!" Dinah said excitedly.
"What's up with you?" I asked curiously.
"Oh... nothing. But what ever happens don't say no. That's why we have to go now cause you can't say no. Okay? No more questions." She said. I looked at her curiously. I think there's something wrong with her. I thought to myself.
"And where are we going?" I asked.
"At the moon, Mila... At the MOON. So please. Shut up." Dinah said annoyed. I laughed at her and started walking with her.
It's been three years since Lauren's graduation and now she's a successful architect. Last month was my 27th birthday and it was the best especially when Lauren danced with me. She was so cute but... there's still one problem. The letter that we recieved on Lauren's graduation keeps coming. And it creeps me out.
But I don't care. They're sending us letters for three years but they're not even showing up. I guess it's just a prank. So let's just forget about it and look forward to what's coming.
"Dinah... I thought we're going somewhere. Why are we here." I asked when Dinah parked her car in front of their apartment builing.
"Yes, but you have to change first." Dinah replied and now I'm really confused.
"Dinah... I don't understand." I said confused.
"Just change, Mila. Your dress' on your bed. Hurry up cause your girl is waiting for you." Dinah yelled from the living room and it made me more confused. What the fuck does that mean?. I asked myself. But I just shook it off and started to change. And wow, the dress looks so expensive. It's a simple white dress that stopped above my knee and shows a little cleavage.
When I finished dressing myself, Dinah and I took off to somewhere familiar. On the beach that Lauren and I held our first date. This is so weird. What's happening?
We got out of the car and we saw Normani and Ally dressed with white clothes too. Normani was wearing white pants and a white blouse. Ally was wearing white shorts and white long sleeve same as Dinah.
"What's happening?" I asked confused. But before they could answer my question, I heard a tune of a guitar then I saw Lauren standing on the seashore wearing a same white dress but different from mine. It hugged her curves perfectly. She's also holding a guitar. When did she start playing a guitar? That's weird. I thought to myself.
She strummed some notes and I started to walk towards her not too close so I could see what her play. She looked beautiful. She looked at me and smiled. She started singing a familiar song while playing the guitar and it impressed me.
Let the bough break, let it come down crashing
Let the sun fade out to a dark sky
I can't say I'd even notice it was absent
Cause I could live by the light in your eyes
I'll unfold before you
What I've strung together
The very first words
Of a lifelong love letter
Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you
(Yeah)
There was a time when I would have believed them
If they told me you could not come true
Just love's illusion
But then you found me and everything changed
And I believe in something again
My whole heart
Will be yours forever
This is a beautiful start
To a lifelong love letter
Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you
We are not perfect
We'll learn from our mistakes
And as long as it takes
I will prove my love to you
I am not scared of the elements
I am under-prepared, but I am willing
And even better
I get to be the other half of you
Tell the world that we finally got it all right
I choose you
Yeah
I will become yours and you will become mine
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
She finished the song and put the guitar down. She walked towards me smiling holding a rose and gave it to me. I took it and smiled at her.
"You look gorgeous, Camila." Lauren said looking at me and smiling like I'm the only person that exist in her world.
"You do too. But Lauren, what's happening?" I replied and asked her cause I'm deeply confused.
"Uh... Camila, I know you're confused but I want to tell you that... I love you so much and we've been together for eight years. I was twenty years old when I fell inlove with a nineteen years old. And I'm so lucky to have the strongest relationship and I want it to continue till the last breathe of my life. You're precious, Camila. You are my precious, I can't even sleep without you by my side." She said and giggled. I also chuckled and looked at her teary eyed. She's so romantic and it touched me so much I could possibly cry right now if I'm not stopping myself from crying. She held my hand and brought it to her lips and kissed it genuinely.
"I was a wreck but when you entered my life, you changed everything. You saved me, and I saved you too. We're each other's heroes. I'll keep you safe even though my life will get risk. I'll do everything for you. I'll protect you from everything that could hurt you. I love you so much, Camz. I'll love you till the last heart beat of my life.." she said and it all struck into my head. She started to kneel on her one knee and brings out a small red box and opened it for me. A tear escaped my eye when I saw a diamond ring.
"Camila, Camz, My girlfriend, Babe, Baby, May I call you my fiancé and be future wife?" She asked and I saw fireworks in the sky that forms 'Will you mary me?'
"Karla Camila Cabello-Estrabao, will you mary me?" She asked and her eyes were hopefull and sincere. Then I remembered what Dinah said, 'Oh... nothing. But what ever happens don't say no. That's why we have to go now cause you can't say no. Okay? No more questions.'
All this time... Lauren's the only person that completes me. She's my other half. I want her in my life. She's the woman that I will spend my life.
"Lauren..." I cried and sniled at her. I took her hands and help her to stand up. She looked at me full of hope and smiled at me like she knows the answer. But before I could answer, we heard a laugh. A laugh that is so disgusting. We both looked at the person who laughed and it feels like all the fairy tales that I felt not long ago fades.
"Austin..."
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A/N
Oh my gosh... I'm sorry guys.
Cliff hanger. I'll write now but I'll update tomorrow. If I'm too lazy to update so... just enjoy hangin' at the cliff. Sorry! And I'm so sorry this took long. At least this chapter is long.
There's only one last chapter and an epilogue. I'm so sorry guys. Bear with me. Be ready btw. For the next chapter. It's so exciting! There will be Dinah's POV.
The song that Lauren played was 'I choose you' by Sara Bareilles. Play the video at the top if you want. ;)
That's all. Bye.
---Mayz♡
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