Why it feels like they all are staring at me
Thinking, feeling, laughing &cracking jokes about me
No more alternatives or excuses left for me
Must do something to take a stand for me
I got to go hard, make a move fast
To forget my unforgettable past
I got to go far,far as tiny star
To survive me vs me war
Although it's my first lost battle
Must prepare for next harsh battle
I think I can not give up that easy
I was all lost in my own fantasy
Time to do, time to be little busy
'Cause being me is not that fuckin' easy.
Man Still it feels like they all are staring at me
Thinking, feeling, laughing & cracking jokes about me
Maybe they think they know all about me
I'm sure they know nothing at all 'bout me
As I feel, I know I'm going to lose this battle
That's why I told it's my first lost battle
I will win, I will change my history with next fucking battle
Just to rename this lost battle
My first and last lost battle.
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