OUR TOMORROW | BTOB ✔

CHAPTER 10

(MV- Btob second Japanese album, FUTURE TOMORROW)

The nurse look at my frustrated face and directed me to sit on the chair provided along the corridor. She must have heard everything I say.

"Sungjae-ah.... She's gotten better now. I think you can start focusing on your schedule from tomorrow onwards. Nothing bad will happen to her. She just need to take her med on time and get enough rest." She said as she looked directly into my tired eyes.

She knows almost everything about me and my life. Why not...she's my private nurse, and she use to be my nanny too while I was younger. I talked to her a lot more frequent than I talked to my mum.

Both my parents are always away though. One day they can be in London and the other day they are already in China, and before I can even blink my eyes again they are already home. I can't blame them in anyway. They work to earn money so that I can grow up well, just like how I appear now.

But I love my current life. Why??? Lately my parents are always spending their time at home. They said they can manage their business through the laptop and i-pad now. Woah...technologies surely help to fixed one's family bonding.

"Should I tell her about this? I don't want to make her sad. She will feel lonely if I'm gone." I said slowly.

"I know you like her, and I'm pretty sure she likes you back. She will surely agree with your decision, dear. It's been your dream.... You'll soon become a star. You have to be brave. You're a man now, Yook Sungjae. And the time you'd been waiting for is coming. Do your best. Comeback to her with something that you can be proud of. Then only you can propose to her that you're all ready to be his man." She said, encouraging me to finish this race of my life. I quickly stand up.

"Thank you so much, nanny..." I said as I bow politely to her. She gave me a supporting smile and a few taps on my shoulder before she walked away.

I watch her away till her figure vanish from my sight. 'Nanny, thank you.' I mumble to myself. She have been with e throughout the thick and thin of my life, and yet she is still there whenever I need her.

I take a few steps towards the room where Nara is being treated and peep to her through the small window on the door. What's probably is she doing now??

I watch her from afar and admire her beauty. She's sleeping and yet the beauty still glow on her. I stare at her a little longer. She looks so soft and vulnerable that all I want to do is to hug her and never leave her alone, no more. But my assessment...huh...

I then fight with myself and comes out with a proper decision. I will stay with her today. I want to know more about her. Even about the simplest thing that she likes, I want to get to know them. What's her favourite song? Who she had have crush on before? What's her favourite food? I will find out about them, from her.

I took a glance at my watch. Its already 10.00 am. I shouldn't waste my time any longer.

I walked into the room and she's still sleeping soundly like a little baby. I don't dare to wake her up. Maybe all the meds had start taking effect on her. And I'm literally out of time for the practice too. Thus , I walked to the other end of the big room.

There, I put on my headphone and tune in the song that I'd composed before. I warm up a bit before I start recalling the dance step that I'd made for the upcoming assessment. Woah... I still remember everything well. I'm not in that much trouble then. I stop 30 minutes later and sat on the floor against the wall, gasping for oxygen. I love this aftertaste feels from tiring myself dancing to any sort of musics. It makes me feel more energetic to continue practicing. To be honest, it's impossible for a mild dance step to tire me.