Only You - A Dramione FanFiction

Chapter 5: Played

"Hermione... I'm not... Drunk" He said breathlessly to her. 

She looked at him with wide eyes, "Y-you tricked me?"

"I played it, I wanted you to know how I felt but I didn't know how to tell y-" He started but was soon cut off. 

"You played me?!" She yelled. 

"Well-" 

"YOU PLAYED ME TO GET INTO MY PANTS?!" 

"Well ACTUALLY, you took advantage of a drunk boy who didn't know what he was doing!" 

"YOU kissed ME not the other way around!!"

"AND YOU KISSED ME BACK"

"I-" 

"WOULD YOU HAVE IF I WASN'T DRUNK?" He asked loudly. 

"YOU WERN'T DRUNK!" She bellowed. 

They then stared at each other for a moment. 

"Why?" Hermione asked, now in a soft voice. "Why didn't you let me in when I tried to help... When I tried to care" 

"I don't know" He shook his head. "All I know is that I couldn't go into my room and sit there and think about you being in the next room over, so close" He paused with a sigh, "So close yet so far away... Right within my grasp... So I asked Blaise, and he said 'act drunk'... So I did it, and now you know how I feel" 

"You still played me"

"I know... I'm sorry... I- I don't even deserve you, I don't..." 

Without another word Hermione got up and started collecting her clothing.  Draco got up and watched her, moving towards her but not stopping her, he felt he didn't have the right to. "Hermione-" He started. 

 She passed him and charged to the door, but right before she opened it she turned around, "You do deserve me" she said softly. She briefly kissed his lips and then walked out.  

Draco stood there shocked. He didn't know what was coming next for him but all he could care about was what just happened. He absentmindedly ran his fingers over his slightly swollen lips. They still tingled from hers pressed to his, biting and sucking. 

He knew it was stupid what he pulled on her, but maybe in actually worked. 

Hermione got into her room and sighed. She couldn't believe he pulled that bloody crap on her! -but on a different note, he  did like her. She knew she somehow for whatever reason could feel something for him ever since the apology on the train, there was something there. And then with the kiss, never had she ever felt more raw passion in her life! Ever since the war she had been depressed... Maybe he was just what she needed. 

She was scared to think about tomorrow so she climbed in bed and decided to just think about what it felt like to kiss him. What it felt like to feel loved and wanted. And with that, she managed to drift to sleep. 

~*~

The next morning Hermione woke up, fluttering her eyes open and welcoming the light. Though there was little light for it was dark, cloudy and gloomy that day. She sighed and got into some casual clothing for the day. Today was Sunday which means no classes... Which means she'll either be avoiding Draco a lot or spending a lot of time with him. She sighed and slowly made her way out of her room. 

Draco did not sleep at all that night. He was constantly thinking about what happened between them. Did she hate him? Surely not with what she said before she left and how she kissed him. Would they be together? Who knows... Long shot. He was scared to face the day because he most certainly didn't want to lose her. Not at all.

But he got ready anyway... Changing into normal clothing and after fully getting ready he headed out of his room into the common room where Hermione sat on the sofa reading. 

"Hey" He said softly. 

She looked up at him, "Hey..." 

"Listen, about last night" He started the speech he practiced a thousand times. "It's up to you..." 
He completely forgot that speech he practiced and said four words 'its up to you' he sounded like a bloody dimbo!

"Up to me? What do you mean?" She asked confused. 

"If you want to you know... Decided where we go from here or... Say it never happened" The last part of what he said sounded like it pained him to say it, and it hurt to even think about. 

"Well..." She sighed. "Do you really like me?"

"Honest truth?" He asked.

She nodded. 

"For longer then you've known"

"...Well then I'll make you a deal, you let me in.. You let me spend time, energy, trust and emotion on you... You take down those two foot think walls down.... and I'll let you in too. And we'll, go from there?" She offered. 

He nodded, "That's all I could ever want Hermione" He confessed to her as she looked at him with big, longing eyes, "That's all I could ever ask for" He said quietly. 

A/N: SO sorry I haven't updated in a while!! AND I'm sorry it's short but I'll TRY MY VERY BEST to update soon!! Thank you so so much!!! Please comment and vote for more chapters faster!