Ichimatsu X Reader // How it feels to be loved // OneShot Book

// Snuggle Buddies //

Ah, love. This weird, little but wonderful feeling. Ichimatsu had thought about love quite a lot... since he knew (Y/N).

Before he didn't know you, he didn't care a lot about his or other people's feelings. But since he knew you, he learned a lot about feelings, especially love.

How confusing it mostly was, how uncontrollable, how heart-warming, and how magical.. The love he was feeling... it caused his heart to throb harder when he saw you, it caused his cheeks turn pinkish when you talked to him, it drove him crazy when you two touched or were together alone.

The happiest time in his life was when you two were together.

And it was also yours.

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Ichimatsu's tired and listless eyes narrowed as he saw you lying on the sofa.

He grumbled a bit but he couldn't help but feel happier as he saw you. His gaze trailed down your body and back to your sleeping face.

You occupied the whole sofa because you were draped from one end to the other, lying on your back.

"(Y/N)?"

Ichimatsu bent a bit over you, checking if you were asleep.

He supposed you were because you didn't react.

He touched your shoulder and his heart jumped as he shook you a bit. "(Y/N), come on, wake up."

You mumbled and shifted a bit, but didn't wake up, so Ichimatsu tried it again.

"Hey, budge over, I want to lie down too."

You let out a sigh trough your nose.

"Come on, I'm tired."

He just got a soft mumble as response.

He gently tried to push you over, just a bit, but you just tossed and turned so you lay on your stomach, making yourself just more comfortable.

Ichimatsu grumbled and sighed, then he tried it once again.

"Heey..." He said with a soft voice, poking your shoulder. "(Y/N)..."

Nothing.

Ichimatsu blushed a bit as he thought about what he wanted to do now as he moved his hand away.

"If you don't budge over (Y/N), I'll... I'll do things with you."



He waited a few seconds before he moved his hand again. He let it hover over the curves of your body, waiting for you to react.

He gulped. Even when he said that, he didn't mean it like THIS.... He meant, if he COULD, he would do something with you....

His blush deepened.

No, he couldn't do that when you were sleeping. This was (Y/N). This was HIS (Y/N). Not an object, or an obstacle in his eyes.

But if he wanted to lie down, he had to wake you up, no matter in which way.

His hand hovered over your hip, ready to touch you. But suddenly your eyes snapped open, glaring at Ichimatsu.

He startled surprised and quickly pulled his hand away. "(Y-Y—"

A teasing smirk draped across your lips as you spoke. "But you're a virgin."

He blushed a bit as he hid his hands in the pocket of his hoodie. "A-And?"

You sat up, patting the free place next to you. "Hehe, nothing."

He blushed in uncertainty, sitting down next to you. "..."