The life of an undead cheerleader

Life is Unfair

I run away but I cant help but cry for the fact that I...I killed my little brother...no murdered I murdered my baby brother....I stop running and sit in the woods I stayed a few nights ago. I walk in to the cavern and sit down and start crying. "how can you be so stupid Faith seriously..." I stare into the darkness. that's when I remembered that what he could have done would ruin my plans. I did need that to happen or make everyone think he was crazy because no one would be able to believe him. he would have had to go away for a long time and I didn't want that to happen to suck a poor child...did he deserve to die? no but that's better than him having to be locked up or having to hold such a large secret. it would fuck him up for good knowing his "dead sister is actually alive. he would either be in a sike ward or maybe he would end up like me and commit suicide. that's no good at all.

As it grew darker out side I slipped down further and tried to sleep, but sleep did not come. I stared at the roof of the cavern and laid there till the sun came up. it felt like forever and it was still to dark when morning did come. I had a plan...I need new clothing so im going to break into my room and take all my stuff and bring it back here.

I got up and sneaked through the woods and when I reached the end of the woods and walked out on to the side walk slowly on the sidewalk. I walked for about an hour before I I reached the street my house was on .I started to walking behind the bushes and crawled to my house my room was right in front of me but my moms car was right there. The door from the garage opened I hid deeper into the bush and tried to hold back tears. "momma" I whispered. she looked skinny and the unhealthy skinny. she got in the car and pulled out of the drive way and sped off. I stood up choking back tears.  I grabbed the key that always was under the welcome mat I opened the door grabbed the suitcase we use on trips I ran to open the door to my room. I stood there and looked at my beautiful black and red room. I pulled out a drawer from my black wood antique dresser and threw all of my cloths in there. I also put my pillow and comforter in the other suit case. then I made a mad dash to leave.

Just as I open the door my mom pulls back into the drive way. I run back to my room and wait for the front door open and close. which it did seconds after I got into my room. I opened the window to see that she wasn't outside... she wasn't. I threw the suitcases out and made a mad dash till the house and mother car were out of sight then started to walk casually on my way to my cavern in the woods.

when I got back to the cavern I started unpacking and put everything in order. this would be my new home which id love to stay in a hotel but....I have no money...so this will make due.

I go deeper into the cave to see if there is anything deeper in the cave . I walk about a mile before it gets too dark to see. so I start heading back then a snap sounded outside..."someone followed me..."i thought. I hide in the dark and look at the intruder. ive never seen this person before in town, at school, no where. who is this person....