Why Me

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Emily's POV

"EMILY! Get yo ass up, time to get ready for school!"

I heard my dad say yelling from downstairs, I always hated when he woke me up like that. I get up, walk into the bathroom and look in the mirror.. My eye is still bruised from last night I don't even know how I'ma hide this, I'ma try my best tho. I hate looking in the mirror, I have nothing but scars and bruises on my face and body, and all I hear in my head is repeats of people calling me 'fat' and 'ugly' and to be honest....their right, I am fat and ugly, maybe that's why nobody likes me. After being all in my thoughts I finally get into the shower and the hot water touches my skin, it hurts so much but I suck it up like always.

After getting out of the shower and brushing my teeth, I change into a regular white tank top,purple hoodie,black sweat pants,and black converse. I don't feel like getting too dressed up today, I flat iron my hair and then brush it out, letting my long bangs fall in front of my eyes. That's the only way I can hide the bruise on my eye because I don't have any makeup to cover it up with

I grabbed my back-pack and slowly make my way downstairs, hoping nobody will be down there. I walk into the kitchen and of course somebody's there, father ... I just ignore him and I start pouring me a glass of Orange Juice

"Aren't you going to get yourself some breakfast at least for once?" I heard him say

"No sir"

"God damn well you need to! You skinny as fuck and ugly as fuck, put some fucking meat on your god damn bones"

I didn't respond back, my dad was the only person I knew that didn't call me fat instead he always point out how too skinny I am. After I drank the Orange Juice I was about to head out the door until father grabbed my arm hard, my heart started beating fast

"You come straight back home right after school, and if you don't...." he just gave me the look, the look that always scared me

"Y-yes sir" I stuttered

He let go of my arm and I head out the door, the school bus pulls up and I take a deep breath and slowly walk in. Slowly making my way to the back, I can feel people staring at me as usual

Welcome to my life.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 16, 2013 ⏰

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