Ugh! I am so dumb! Thank you guys so much for your support! When I said 'Thanks for nothing.' I didn't mean you guys, I was and and disappointed in myself. I was looking at amazing drawings and books, that weren't mine. Someone said something to me today and it made me think.
I am a bad drawer.
I am a bad writer.
I am a bad friend.
I am a bad 'lover'.
People have said "If I were you I would just kill myself!" and I thought 'Maybe I will!'.
When we have a family reunion, nobody notices me and when I try to be funny everyone thinks in dumb and my parents get embarrassed and send me to the car.
My parents have threatened to send me to boarding school, but I dont know why.
I am so pathetic that my parents have to lie about me since I've never done anything great.
Some of my 'friends' that I try so hard to be worthy of just came up to me and told me how bad I make them feel.
One time I showed someone my drawing and they just said "pffft" and walked away.
I just felt so down today and you guys helped me lift my spirits! Thank you.
