Crossing The Devils Path

chap 18-emotions overdrive

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Richa's pov:
If I said I am in shock. That was clearly an understatement. My mind was flowing with so many thoughts, images and emotions. It was as if a film was being played in flashback. In this moment the words I once read floated in my mind.
Your past never really goes away. It stays with you till you reach your grave. Incase you are unfortunate enough then at some point it will pop up in your present and haunt you. Unless you fight it it will consume you till the extent of doom.

I was standing there in front of Sam till what felt like eternity. Then I felt a hand in front of me snapping their fingers to catch my attention.
"Hello Miss Dsouza you seemed to have zoned out" he said chuckling.
Oh how badly did i miss his chuckle,his laugh,his plaufulness his everything. But now it all seemed to haunt me.
Mustering up my courage I went I fake smiled at Sam.
"So I am afraid we haven't been formally introduced. My name is Sam Adams. The Ceo of Adams group of companies and second in the list of eligible bachelors of London."
He said arrogantly and winked at me.
Oh thankgod he didn't recognize me. He looks different too... Ahh my makeover for the first time I am glad i did it in the first place. Bravo babe! The game begins.
I tried to clear all my thoughts and looked at Sam up and down.
"Not so bad. But you also forgot to mention that you are arrogant and so full of your self." i smirked.
"Well perks of being a bachelor you see" she said while shrugging and taking a sip of his drink.
"I hope you are enjoying the party" I asked, not knowning what to say.
"Not good as my parties but will do" he said looking around with an "its ok party" kind of look.
"Well as much as you are welcome to come you are also welcome to leave" I taunted.
His mouth hung open slightly but I kept my stance.
He regained his composure and put his hand forward for a handshake.
"Its nice meeting a woman like you" he said
I gave my hand for a handshake but i was dreading his touch.
Instead of shaking my hand he took it and kissed the back of it.
"Beautiful" he said so softly that if I wasn't paying attention i wouldn't have heard it.
His eyes sparkled with lust while he scrutinized me. I knew he would do that, kiss the back of my hand. Thats why I was scared. He always greeted me like this whenever we met and even after so many years I remembered each and evrything about him. While he seemed to have completely forgotten me.
Strange how the people you couldn't live without once are living happily without you.
I was about to say something when I felt an arm slid around my waist.
"Oh I see you both have met. Adams this is Rachael my fiancé and Rachael this is Sam Adams."
Richard introduced us formally.
I gave a curt nod and after that Sam excused us and went.

After that I and Richard were exchanging pleasantaries with everyone since the party had almost ended. I was in daze and a headache was starting to form at the back of my mind. Everything was happening to fast and I wasn't getting enough time to adjust to it. But one thing that I noticed what that Richard was holding me next to him all night, during the party. Especially after Sam left. Even when he came to formally introduce us he was holding me tightly as if he didn't want to let go. Honestly, it hurt a bit but I was thankful for his hold. Seeing him after such a long time made me nauseous. But I had to comply to Richard and our deal.
But Richard was being secluded. We hadn't spoken to each other since the time he told me about Sam and pushed me forward to go talk to him. I couldn't wait to get to my room. I need to think things through.
Who had thought so many miles away from my home I would meet the person I once loved and cherished. But from the day he left me broken hearted and in pain i hated him. I hated him so much still his memories never left me.
"Meet me after you get changed."
A strong male voice brought me out of my reverie.
I only nodded in return and we both went up the stairs. Together but quietly, without even exchanging glances we went to our rooms.

Once in my room i locked the door and cried my heart out. I haven't cried like this in a very long time. But now I had no option. I had to cry to lighten the burden o was carrying.
Sam is sameer. Sam is sameer. I loved him now I hate him. I have to make him fall for me according to the deal.
How was i going to all this.? How would i cope up without falling apart? I didn't have much time to think when a knock echoed through my room. Knowing who is must be, I got up quickly changed and went to open the door.
"God damn women I was waiting since 15 minutes. What were you busy do.." he stopped mid sentence.
A horrified look crossed his face and his eyes widened. I was confused at his reaction when suddenly he came close and enveloped me in a warm hug.
At first I didn't react but the comfort was irresistible. So I returned the hug.
His arms felt so safe and i felt content, as if I had nothing to worry about. His hug was so warm and caring that i didn't want him to pull away. We stood there enveloped in each others warmth. It felt so right and so good. His arms around me had a soothing effect on me. Without realising i cried again. I would have never allowed myself to show any weakness or cry in front of anyone. But my emotions were out of control currently and I let them flow.
After a while Richard pulled away. He went to the dresser and bought a box of tissues.
"here" he said, wiping my tears.
I gave a weak smile in return.
"Are you ok?" he asked concerned
"yeah just missing my family" i said.
" I am sorry" he said looking down
" Hey its ok. None of us have a choice here now do we?" i tried to sound cheerful.
" come " he said taking my hand.
We went together hand in hand towards the bed and sat down.
He is being so caring. Thankyou Richard i needed it.
We sat on the bed, both lost in our own thoughts. Finally Richard broke the silence
"There is something i have been wanting to tell you. After the you know, me kissing you in front of Dante incident i realised something. Richa I know it might be too soon but Richa i like you i really do. I am done running away from all my feelings for you. If you don't like me it's fine but please give me an answer. I promise nothing wilk change."
With a dumbstruck look I looked at Richard.
Ok Richa Richard likes you..wohoo. Great!! One more thing to deal with. As if what life threw on me wasn't enough.
I thought sighing.
"Richard I..I don't know. I am too overwhelmed right now. Can you please give me some time?" I asked.
"Sure ironica" he said smiling
I chuckled at his nickname for me.
"Richa you are one hell of a beautiful woman. Keep smiling you look amazing" he said staring at me with such intensity that i wanted to loose myself in him.
He was about to go but I grabbed his wrist.
"Richie Rich can you please sleep with me tonight? I am really missing my family" i said looking down.
He winked at me and sat down next to me. Suddenly he pulled me onto his lap. I yelped in suprise but he put his arm around my waist holding me in place.
"Whether you say a yes or not I will ne there for you. Understood? Just trust me ok?" I nodded thankful for his support. In a time like this, i really needed it.
"Richard where you jealous when Dante was dancing with me?" I asked out of the blue.
"Tesoro i was jealous even when Sam kissed the your hand. Even when all the men were staring at you." he said chuckling.
"tesoro?" i asked confused
" It means Darling in italian" he said winking at me.
"oh" i said blushing.
"keep blushing around me, you look adorable really". He said smiling.
"I love your smile. You should smile more" I said looking at him.
"be with me i will always keep smiling" he said
I looked down not knowning what to say.
He picked me up bridal style and placed me in the bed.
After sometime he got in bed too. I was about to make a pillow wall when he stopped my hand.
"can i please hug you and sleep?" he asked pouting.
"umm ok" i said
Quickly, he pulled me into his arms. My back was facing his front and his head was buried in the crook of my neck.
That night sleep came with difficult with all my thoughts in a mess. But one thing my heart said was
He comforts you. He is your saviour. But are you ready to let go of your past? Or sameer who came back after so many years of pain?