She's My Saviour [Demi Lovato Fan Fiction]

Chapter Six

Chapter Six~ Allison's P.O.V

"Hey babe, wake up." Demi whispered in my ear as she kissed gently up and down on my neck. She was straddling my waist leaning over top of me with her arms on either side of my head. She started to kiss a bit rougher and suck a bit harder when she realized I didn't want to get up, making me let out little throaty moans. "Well good morning to you too." She giggled kissing my lips ever so gently. At first I was confused as to why she was kissing me, but then last night rolled back to the front of my mind. She leaned once more kissing she side of my neck, and started running her hands under my shirt.

"Mm, how was your sleep babe?" I moaned lifting her chin up so she could look at me. She lifted her head up, smiling at me brightly and lightly kissing my lips once more.

"It was wonderful, perfect because I was next to you." She whispered licking her lips. I shifted slightly underneath her making her let out a little moan, and all I could do was giggle. "Which is why I was thinking, I think we should go out. I know that we just met Ally, but you're so special. I want you to be in my life like that, I don't want to lose you baby, I'm in falling in love with you." She whispered taking my face in her hands, running her thumb over my cheeks and pressed her lips softly upon mine. A wave of emotion overcame my body and I started to freak out. I flipped Demi over and started kissing down her neck. I didn't want to stop but my mind was forcing me. I my mind didn't want me to fall in love again. I quickly pushed myself off of her and slipped on my shorts. I ran as fast as I could down the stairs leaving Demi clueless. Couldn't do this again. I couldn't fall in love again and be hurt. "Allison, baby stop!" Demi called after me and grabbed my hand.

"I can't do this, I'm so sorry." I burst out crying. Demi brought me back up to my room and sat down on the bed, with me in between her legs.

"What can't you do Ally? Explain to me, I want to help you." She whispered in a lovingly tone.

"I'm falling in love again and I don't want to. I was hurt so bad. I had a boyfriend when I was fifteen and he was my first love and he died. His dad was a drunk and beat him to death one night, and it was probably one of the toughest things for me to get over. The last thing I ever said to him was 'I hate you' and I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself. We were fighting over something stupid I can't even remember but I remember I said that to him. He left my house in tears and went home and the next day I was going to go to his house and tell him I loved him for the first time, but when I went to his house I found him beat up and dead." I sniffled. "And then going back to what my dad did to me, I don't feel like I'm good enough to be loved. I'm worthless and useless and no one should ever have to love me. I'm so broken I didn't think I would ever be able to love someone again but then I met you. My mind doesn't want to fall in love with you, but everything else in my body does. I've spent years fucking different girls and guys every night because I thought that I would get over it, but I can't. I can't get over anything. It's so confusing and I'm so sorry." I cried.

"Girl, let me love you, and I will love you, until you learn to love yourself. Girl let me love you, I know your trouble; don't be afraid girl, let me help." Demi sang in my ear as she kissed right below it. Every time she kissed me it left a tingling feeling in that very spot. "Let me into your life Ally, let your heat fall in love with me and we'll work out everything. You're broken baby, and I want to help you get un-broken." She whispered quietly. And at that very moment, I wanted to fall in love again. I wanted to be fixed and I wanted to move on from my horrible past with the girl that was holding me tightly in her arms. "Let me help you baby girl."

I slowly turned around in her arms and pushed her back on the bed. I moved down kissing her lips softly and kissed up and down her neck. "I'm in love with you." I mumbled against the soft skin of her neck. "Baby I'm going to let my heart fall in love with you, and I want to be fixed. I don't want to hurt anymore and I know that when I'm with you, every bit of my pain vanishes. I want to move on from my past and be as happy as I can be, with you." I whispered as I looked into her big brown dreamy eyes. She smiled and I moved my head back down kissing her lips roughly.