Marks pov
I'm following Felix trough the long white corridor.
There it is, room 12. I run into the room as fast as possible, seeing Jack laying on a hospital bed.
He's got many machines attached to him and there's many nurses running around, maybe like 3.
The strong Mark disappears as fast as I see Jack just laying there nearly not breathing at all.
I go down at my knees beside him, starting to cry.
"Oh Jack...please make it" I whisper between all the crying.
"He's been knocked out since he tried to take his life, hopefully he will wake up soon" a nurse tells me.
I can feel Felix hand on my back, trying to make me feel better.
But that doesn't really help right now. Nothing helps right now.
It's all my fucking fault. ALL MY FAULT!!! I've ruined EVERY FUCKING THING!!! Fuck me...Fuck mee...
Suddenly I hear a noice, like a sniff from beside me.
I look at Jack, seeing his eyes slowly open.
Before he has anytime to react I hug him, really tight.
"Sor-" he tries.
"Ssshhhhshhhshhh it's okay Jack...it's okay." I say with a soft voice.
He starts hugging back and I can see a small smile on his lips.
"I love you Mark" he whispers in my ear.
"I love you too Jack" I whisper back.
Then we both break into tears
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When I wake up I can feel a warm body around me, it's Jack.
We must have fallen asleep last night while watching a movie.
He was allowed to go home last night, so we had a little party you could say.
Or I mean, Bob was over and he hanged out with Felix so me and Jack just watched a movie.
The doctor had told us to keep an extra eye on Jack, if he ever would have the idea of trying anything like this again.
He had also got a therapist, and it's important Jack goes on the weekly meeting.
One thing I also found out about Jack while he was in the hospital was the selfharm...I haven't told him yet that I know though.
But I'm thinking of doing it today while Felix is at Bobs party.
"You're awake hmm?" I hear Jack whisper.
"Yep, the hot man meat is awake." I answer.
We both giggle.
"I've wondered over a thing for quite a while...will you be my boyfriend Mark? He asks.
"Of course I will Jackaboy" I answer, kissing his forehead.
"Come on, let's get some breakfast shall we?" I say and stand up.
"Sure...what about some hot man meat for me and hm...some Irish stupid boy for you?" He says.
My hearts stops for a while and I look over at him, he's near crying.
"Jack stop. You know that isn't true at all. Please-I don't ever wanna lose you okay?" I tell him.
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I hate you I love you
Fanfiction•Before you read this, I just wanted to say that this is the first septiplier fanfic I ever wrote and it's really bad, but I decided to leave it so I could see how my writing improved over the years• Jack and Mark move to Sweden where their good fri...
