I HATE THE FACT THAT THE HUMAN RACE IS OUT TO GET ME

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First of all guys I was bullied for 2 years straight resulting in me cutting my left forearm there is still marks and scars on my arm. This ''friend'' I'm talking about knew about this, and this year i was being bullied by one of my other Ex friends and she was saying shit like ''Oh my fucking god it's the emo freak again'' or ''Shield your eyes it's the walking freakshow that will burn your eyes'' So basically i almost went back to cutting and i pushed away the urges to but until yesterday i hadn't been craving the blade on my arm for 365 days. 365 days clean and i was going to throw it all away over one secret.

BTW the secret is who i have a crush on and she told the entire class about it. 

So my crush, lets say his name is Ashton, (because aren't we all part of the 5SOS fam no okay moving on with the story) texted me and told me that she, my friend, (Lets say her name is Cece because well cece drake is a backstabbing bitch as well) told him that i have a crush on him, of course i was all like what no! and he was all like good because it would be scary if you did. That's where i stopped texting him and was all like The Fuck did he mean by scary. Bitch you didnt even know about my resting bitch face.

A/N Hey i was asked by one of my followers to post the story behind all of this bullshit so here it is

Shout out to my main bitch @berkleyv42 for standing by threw all of this bullshit love ya bitch!

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