My Digital.. Parents? (Adopted By MDE)

Not Okay (14)

A/N: A big trigger warning in this chapter so please do not read if you are sensitive. Thank you.

My cold, shakey hands pours the pills on the blanket in front of me. I desperately pull out my phone and open Twitter.
This is it guys. I love you KyeForce. Goodbye.
My mind runs over all of the horrible but true things anybody has ever said to me.
Emo, faggot, gay boy, fat, loser. Kill yourself.
I shake my head and reach for a piece of paper on the table next to me.
Dear Jane,
I know you hate me but thats okay. I love you more than anything. Even though we have only known each other for a little while you have made my life much better. I am obviously not good enough for anyone and I get that so I'm doing everyone a favor. And if I mean anything to you I'm sorry but I've made up my mind. I love all of you and have a nice life without me.
Love, Kyle David Hall
I pick up the note and put the pills back into the containers. I grab them and head to the bathroom. I shut the door and lock it. The note falls to the ground as I crawl into the bathtub with the bottles. My foot flicks up the drain lever and I turn on the water.
My hand grabs the bottles, my mind on autopilot. I pour some in my hand and shovel them into my mouth I decide it isn't enough and pour the rest of the bottles down my throat dry swallowing them.
The room was getting hazy as the bathtub filled up more and more. My stomach twisted and I threw up over the edge of the tub.
Whats happening? My mind wandered.
I try to stand up but all of a sudden my world goes

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···Jordan's POV···
"Hey Jordan you should set some plates out then go see if Kyle is up for dinner." Alex says from the kitchen. I pause my current game of Super Mario bros and head to the dining room.
I grab out eight plates and set them on the table. I walk up to Kyle's room and knock on the door. He doesn't answer after a few more knocks so I decide to call him. No answer.
I run downstairs sort of afraid that something was the matter.
"Shannon, Kyle's not answering and his door is locked." Shannon looks up from her phone with a horrified expression on her face.
"Kyle just tweeted, 'This is it guys. I love you KyeForce. Goodbye.' This is bad."
Shannon and I run as fast as we can up to Kyle's room and pound on the door.
"Kyle open the fucking door!" Shannon yells.
Bryan comes out of his room with a strange look on his face.
"What the hell is going on?" He asks.
"Kyle wont fucking answer and he tweeted something and I'm scared."
"Back up." Is all he says and we back away from the door. He runs and slams into the door causing it to break open. We rush inside amd noticd nothing but the fact that his bag was gone through in a rapid manner and the tub water was running in the bathroom. I point to the door.
Shannon rushes over and tries to twist the handle but it was locked. Bryan does the same thing again but the door doesn't bust he does it again one more time and it busts inward.
Shannon and I stumble through the door and the sight is horrific. Kyle was in the bathtub with water up to his neck. His eyes were closed and there were two bottles and a paper on the ground.
"Kyle!" Shannon chokes out and runs over to him. She slaps his cheeks with both of her hands and tears running down her cheeks.
I pull out my phone and dial 911. I tell the operator where we live and what is happening and she says there is an ambulance on the way.
I walk back to Janes room with my head down and the note in my hand. I knock once and she tells me to come in.
I hand her the note without saying a word and he face sinks. Before I know it shes sobbing and clutching my back in a hug.
"Kyle. Fuck fuck fuck I'm such a bad person. Why him?! Why!" She was crying so hard she was choking on her breaths.
I hated Kyle for doing this to us.

A/N: Im sorry is all im really gonna say. Im not sure where this is going but im sure it will turn out alright. But anyway thanks for reading and you should vote/comment/follow me thanks!!