My Digital.. Parents? (Adopted By MDE)

The Heart (18)

I woke up, startled, as a nurse shook me semi-frantically.
"Ma'am are you finally awake?" The nurse said with worry littering her voice.
"Yeah, why? What's the matter?" I was scared.
"Kyle's heart is failing. He's going under surgery any second now. It may be dangerous, as for he's still in a comatose state, but if this surgery is not done there is no chance of survival." She says.
I jump out of the chair I was sitting in and demand.
"Where is he?!"
"Calm down, ma'am. You cant see him until he's recovered from the surgery. That is if he makes it." I scream and my fist collides with the nearest wall. I wince in pain and scream even louder as my hand throbs.
"Oh dear, I think you might have broken it." The nurse says.
"You fucking think?" This whole thing was making me crazy. Literally.
She makes me follow her to a room where the X-ray it and confirm that I broke a finger and my wrist. They put a cast on and I break down. I really was insane wasn't I? The nurses give me medicine that calms me and slowly makes me drowsy. Eventually I surrender to the IV drip and pass out.
When I wake up the nurses explain that I had to go home. I fought against it until I had no other choice than to have Bryan come and pick me up. He drives me back home and I get to my room, slam the door, and fall to my knees sobbing.
This was all my fault. No one could deny. Kyle might not wake up because of me, my best friends think I'm insane, hell my own parents abandoned me.
I crawl to the corner slowly rocking back and forth as my thoughts consumed me. I didn't move out of that position until Shannon comes in and looks down at me with only sadness showing.
"Its dinner time." She states.
"I don't want food."
"You have to. Bryan says."
I get up without saying a world and go down the stairs to the kitchen and living room. I walk in the kitchen where everyone else was and Bryan hands me a plate full of noodles in Alfredo sauce.
"I want you to eat it all."
"But-" I begin to protest, he cuts me off.
"Damon told me everything that's going on. If you don't start eating we'll have to get you help."
When did Bryan become such an asshole?
"Whatever." I say and take the plate out of his hands. I slowly let each noodle sliver down my throat, hesitating each time the fork comes to greet my mouth. I shove the plate and fork in the sink and instantly grab a monster to wash down the taste of all of thoes horrible calories.
I slowly make my way back up to my room, not wanting any more human contact, only thinking about how much they didn't care.
I didn't even get asked about my hand. Fuck.
The corner in my room awaits me and I gladly crawl back into it. The amount of self pity I had was disgusting. I was a horrible person.
The night seemed to go on forever until the darkness overtook me completely. I kept my eyes open, still rocking back and forth though.
Sleep made its way in the early hours of the morning, just as the sun began to rise. I sleep, peacefully.
"Jane."  His voice calls me, soft. I look in front of me. He was wearing a white tee shirt and soft blue pants.
"Kyle?" I question. He comes closer to me.
"I love you too, Jane." He says as he puts a hand on my cheek.
"You heard me?" I got a bit excited.
"I'm afraid I have to go. You'll know why soon enough. I'll love you forever Jane." I touch him for as long as possible until he walks off, slowly dissapearing into nothing.

A/N: What the fuck is happening you may be asking. Well soon enough you'll know. Thanks so so so much for 2k and if you like MCR I have a new fan fiction out that is new and it would mean the world to me if you read (: love you all so much❤