Today was okay, I mean.......it was fine. When we were sitting there waiting for 4 hours to pass. My enemy was picking on me, which raised my temper. I almost killed him. But I didn't, I didn't want to go to jail. In lunch I sat with Jo, Khayman, Emma, Bree etc. We were having a good time I shared some of my stuff with my friends. Then Lain came over and begged me to come outside with him. I gave in and went outside. We walked around talking about how I wanted to kill my enemies. We laughed so hard I almost tripped and fell. Then Jo came outside I laughed some more. I went back in side. At 7th period me Jo and Puppet, were chatting on google docs when a fight happened. I stayed out of it and tried to stop it but it didn't work. I told them I loved them which helped. I started to cry. I didn't want my best friends to fight. So I just stopped and stared at them with tears going down my face. And told them to stop. They did. I am glad. When we walking to next class Lain saw me crying and patted my shoulder, I didn't say a word I kept walking. I kept quite until we cheered each other up in last class. Ever since then I have had suicided thoughts. I am leaving though, I don't want to but if it gets bad I will. Love all of you guys.
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