Chapter 6~ maybe ive always have

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*Mirya Pov*
I've always liked Jesse. At first, I denied it but then I looked at myself and realized. I couldn't keep this secret any longer. I'm bisexual and I don't care who knows. I got my morning routine done for school. I texted Jesse.

M; hey boo 😘

J: hey baby gal

M: wyd

J: nothing just about to catch the bus

M: okay I'll see u in a bit

J: Kay boo love ya 😍😘

M: love you too 😍😘♥💕

I love me some Jesse. But here lately Amanda been getting on my last nerve. She tags Jesse in their old romantic pics with the caption "Remember this boo 😁💯😒"

But no more! I'm about to text her on Facebook right now.

M: leave me and jesse alone get over it she dont want your dusty rusty ass

A:bitch who r u talking to 😠😡

M: leave us tf alone bfr you catch these hands bitch

A: I'm going come up there and beat both of yall asses u wanna talk shit but don't wanna square up

M: okay we'll see

I was infuriated with this girl. How is she going to care about Jesse now when she didn't even love or want her?

*Amanda Pov*
Yes I admit it. I made a big mistake when I left Jesse but I've changed, I want her back 😭😭. I texted Jesse.

A: hey jess can we talk?

J: no amanda leave me alone

A: please jess im so sorry just let me explain please

J: fine but make this quick 😒

A: look I felt.. lonely I thought u didn't want me no more and i ... I love you I want another chance

J: im sorry you had your one chance bby girl

I threw my phone across the room, causing it to shatter. I slid down the door and cried. How could I be so stupid and so selfish? I had something real and I blew it.

Days later...

*Jesse Pov*
I still have feelings for Amanda but I can't just leave Mirya. I always wanted to be with Mirya and now she wants to be with me so why mess that up? I love them both but i don't know what I should do. I took a shower and three something on. I texted Mirya .

J: hey baby

M: hey boo u talk to that hoe

J: yeah...

M: what u say to her?

J: I told her yo bottom line u had ur chance get out of our lives

M: good bae thanks 😘😘

J: I'm walking to the bus stop. See ya

M: k see u then ❤😍😘

I grabbed my book bag and started walking to the bus stop. I seen Amanda at the stop. Shit, what is she doing here? I thought to myself. I walked beside her. "Hey" she says softly. "Hey" I say looking down. We made quick small talk and the bus pulled up. We got on the bus and I sat by Mirya. "Hey baby" I smile nervously. "Hi" she smiled.
I glanced over at Amanda's flushed pink sad face. She was crying and I could tell. I can't stand it. Maybe Mirya isn't the one for me right now, maybe Amanda was. Maybe Amanda always was the one put into my life for a reason.

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