I look at him. The galaxy in his beautiful eyes are now lost. Everything about him is now lost. He stares at me.
"Why?"
We start bawling our eyes out. What have I done? He runs away and I chase after him. Spencer tries to grab me, but I don't let him. I make Spencer stay at the cliff and I approach Roland. I try to grab his hand, but he doesn't let me. He looks at me, but I can't look back.
I collapse on my knees while I watch Spencer drive away. I just got played. That was Spencer's plan.
I look down at the ground. I whisper to myself "what have I done?". Roland kneels down.
"Fuck you Ellie. Fuck you for giving up on me. Fuck you for making me feel special. Fuck you for lying to me. But most of all, fuck you for leaving me when I needed you the most."
He gets up and I hear him drive away. I'm now left at the cliff, alone, friendless, and now single.
I just made the biggest mistake in my life. I lost someone who was more than a galaxy. He was the universe, and I'm just a fucking constellation, except I don't make up anything special. I have no purpose anymore.
I'm pointless. I really am.
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Constellations
Teen FictionI remember trying not to cry, which seemed like it was impossible, just as impossible as it is to count all of the stars in the sky. I noticed that, his eyes were so bright, just like the constellations. They stand out. They're special. He's special...
