[ f e a r ] - a malec fanfiction

[ 1 ] " fine "

[ chapter 1 ] " fine "
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everybody always asks me
" are you okay?"
I mean, I can understand why. I don't smile often and maybe they worry? but it shouldn't matter. Nothing matters when it comes to me..

" earth to Alec?? where are you..?"
I heard izzy speak. I forgot she was talking to me about some party, she wanted to take me shopping. she was the only one in my family who knows I'm gay and doesn't have a problem with it..
" sorry izzy.. I spaced out.. what were you saying ? " I responded . she glared at me and began speaking again " well there is this beautiful blue tux that I think would look great on you! And it matches my blue - " I cut her off
" izzy. sorry to burst your bubble but I don't wear fancy suits " she rolled her eyes " Alec you are not wearing jeans and a shirt and your black leather jacket. You will dress nicely. please big brother?" She gave me puppy dog eyes, her long brown hair pulled up into a ponytail and her bright red lips curving into a smirk. " fine. but I am not wearing a suit. can I please just wear something I have in my closet? " I asked and she sighed " fine, I'm going to see Simon." she said and left with a smile forming on her lips

' This party is going to be hell. '
We're the only words seeming to form in my mind.

-- [ Magnus ]
of  all people here I see the lightwoods.
" Magnus bane?" the young blonde with big brown eyes asked me " the one and only speaking." I responded but kept my eyes on the other shadowhunter who seemed to be looking elsewhere - black hair falling in his face. bright blue eyes - unique. all the shadowhunters I knew centuries ago had brown eyes. but he was beautiful. He had long black jeans and a long white button up on as well, his jawline was so perfectly shaped and damn his abs were - my thoughts were cut off by blondie speaking. " ah what was that? " I asked " I said. Is this yours?" He held up a jewel in his hand
a beautiful red emerald with diamonds all around it.

the emerald. the one I lost from 70 years ago.
I went to yank it out of his hand but he pulled it back, i glared at him but then my eyes caught with bright blue ones for a split second - but then he quickly looked away. I heard the girl beside him long black hair, skinny body, beautiful brown eyes and lips.

''Definitely Maryse's daughter. '

I thought. " you okay " she asked with worry in her eyes. " fine. " he simply answered.  Hm, " where is it that you found that? And what do you want for it?" I asked blondie.
" we want answers." He answers