Hiding

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*Dahvie's POV*
I clenched my chest as I looked into the mirror. What was looking back at me wasn't me it was someone dead and broken. Lost in this world of emotion. I've always loved Jayy but I know he doesn't love me back anymore because he's the one who thought our relationship should've ended, about 3 years ago. So I've just been trying to hide behind the truth, the truth that I'm beaten and lost. Beaten from the world and lost from love but NOBODY can know this. I have to smile for everyone else.
I did my makeup and hair giving a broken smile before leaving the bathroom on my way to meet Jayy at the mall. He's been trying to make me feel better lately but nothing is working because the only thing that can fix the hole in my heart was his love.

*Jayy's POV*
I sat at the mall looking down on the shinning floor as I waited for Dahvie. I was bringing him here so we could spend the day together just like we used to. I looked over at the food court...
"I remember that time we got donuts together." I whispered to myself as a faint vision of us walking and giggling at how much of a mess we were apeard.
I looked over at the hot topic..."I remember that time I took you to hot topic and you cried when I bought you a necklace." I again whispered imaging the tears running down his cheeks while holding the heart in his hand.
I then looked over at the photo booth..."I remember that time we got our pictures but we ended up making out in the booth instead." The memory apeared as I saw Dahvie's little feet slip out of the booth then quickly back against me.
I sighed and rubbed my teary eyes as my dark soul seemed to get darker and I knew that the only thing that could relight it was Dahvie's love. The love he doesn't have for me anymore.
"Hey Jayy!" I looked up to see his smiling face. I gave a fake smile back.
"Hey Dahvie." I warmly said trying to hold back the tears. He smiled at me again but his eyes were still dead despite all of his makeup I could still see it.
"Well let's go." He said tugging my shirt and looking up at me like a little kid.
"Okay." I smiled again hiding myself. No one can know how I feel it will ruin everything. The band, the friendship and the fans. The only things I still have in this world left.
"I must hide it"

*Dahvie's POV*
I looked up at Jayy's oddly grey face and gave him a fake smile and mewled like a little kid hiding the broken pieces behind it.
"I have to hide it."

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