Attempt

Loosing.

|~Right now.~|

"Faith you don't understand." I looked at her with a blank face. She knew how I feel since yesterday and Shelly. "Why? Why should I always listen to you."
"I'm trying to do what's best!"
"By making up my decisions?!" Faith said it with a hurtful tone.
"I'm so confused, I have to go."
I walked out of the house, Faith standing desperately there, looking at every step I took.
I sigh under my breath. "Switching sides again Faith??" I walked into my neighborhood in full tears. Oh well.
I don't get it. I just don't get it. I think we could be reaching the end. I walked home as it started getting dark. I put my head phones in and listened to some Panic! At the Disco. I walked through the old courtyard where the mentally disabled lived. I help there on weekends, that's were I met Blake. Pfft enough about him. I walked home- trudging through a large feast of frogs and birds. I watched every step.
I heard the cry of a wolf, desperate and lonely. Then I hear the radio to a party or maybe a car. I walk past all the beautiful noises and finally hit home.
"Stop talking crap about it, it's happened twice with you!!!" I heard my older brother, Martin screaming. I rushed as fast as I could to peak in by the window. "Martin I told you the last time you did this. You don't need to be suspicious of so many things. He's my sisters boyfriend!!" Rj. Martins boyfriend.
I'm not very sure how or why Martin is a homosexual. I'm completely ok with it. It's just his boyfriend in general. Rj cheated on Martin twice. With the same guy both times. Martin is very protective over things in his life that mean well.
I mean, I pretend like that late Saturday night that I didn't see the adoption manager. That's when it happened. "Hello?!" Someone at the door. Mom goes to answer it, it Andrew Hackorl. Adoption manager. Panic. That's all I can do. Is this really how I am going go live? Sorry mom and dad. Shelly and Martin. I don't think so. Run.
I walk into my room, grab a bag, and start packing. Clothes, hairbrush, makeup, contacts, and other necessities. I walked into the pantry, a couple feet from Mom and Andrew. They don't see my faint shadow. I grab as much food as I can from the stash I had. Water, I grabbed 3 bottles. Money. Crap. I run into my moms room, grab 556$ from the piggy bank that was part of my fund for collage. It will help me with meals and hotels.
I run out the door. The back door. No one uses it. I guess someone's using it now.

|~ Dang, well- there might be another chapter tonight!~|