I thought you loved. I fell for you so many times thinking oh he must love me now. It kills me to see you with other girls and it kills me to hear your name, but I try not to show it. You broke my heart when you said we are breaking up. I cried everyday until my tears ran out. I try to keep a smile on my face acting like Im happy for you.
When I go to bed I think of you, sometimes I even cry myself to sleep. I think over and over in my head what is wrong with me. There must be something that made him go away. People ask me am I okay and I just say yes. This whole time I thought you loved me, but you didn't and that is the thing that hurts me the most...