I met him,
but not personally.
I became his fan,
because he is a great writer.
I fell for his words,
but that words aren't for me of course.I tried to get his attention,
sometimes I succeed,
but sometimes I failed.I treated him as my friend,
I hope he treated me too,
but I guess he really never do.We talked sometimes,
and I always felt the butterflies in my stomach.I stalked him, almost everyday,
but he doesn't care, anyway.Months had passed,
yet, my feelings for him didn't changed,
it's just got deeper,
and deeper.Until one day,
he changed,
I don't know what happened.He was not the same person anymore,
not the same 'him' I know.My feelings for him,
are starting to fade,
hoping that I will forget him,
But who am I kidding?,
he's not easy to forget, though.But, I always wonder,
Did he really change?,
or I just don't know the real him?