I met him,
but not personally.
I became his fan,
because he is a great writer.
I fell for his words,
but that words aren't for me of course.
I tried to get his attention,
sometimes I succeed,
but sometimes I failed.
I treated him as my friend,
I hope he treated me too,
but I guess he really never do.
We talked sometimes,
and I always felt the butterflies in my stomach.
I stalked him, almost everyday,
but he doesn't care, anyway.
Months had passed,
yet, my feelings for him didn't changed,
it's just got deeper,
and deeper.
Until one day,
he changed,
I don't know what happened.
He was not the same person anymore,
not the same 'him' I know.
My feelings for him,
are starting to fade,
hoping that I will forget him,
But who am I kidding?,
he's not easy to forget, though.
But, I always wonder,
Did he really change?,
or I just don't know the real him?
