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All I need in this world is you and her. All I need. But I have neither. My family says,"you always make new friends, it'll be easy, don't worry." But yeah I make new friends hut I always had you, no matter what. But now I'm gonna be alone, with no one. I also want her because this year we hardly got to hang out and I wanted her beside me all the time but I can't have that either. It's like I'm losing my life. Like I feel grief stages because I'm losing someone.
1) Denial and Isolation
2)Anger
3)Bargaining
4)Depression
5) Acceptance

I'm feeling number 1 right now. I don't want to believe it. I want you and her to be with me forever, I just want you guys to stay with me. I don't know why we have to be separated. You know I feel betrayed by you tho, you told me all these things and said we'd go together, but last minute you switched up. I understand your reasoning but I'm still hurt, angry, and betrayed. I hate this feelings and I hate living like this. You say we will be able to hang out. But I'm moving further away this summer, my dad doesn't let me do anything and we are going two different ways. How am I supposed to see you, or her? What am I supposed to do? I'm all alone and really don't want to be here anymore.