I wish I had my blade
I wish I could cut
I wish my mind wasn't so fucked
I wish I was okay
I wish I was better
I wish I was....
I wish I was someone else....
Someone who could be better for you
Someone who didn't care, or get jealous
I wish I was normal
I wish I wasn't depressed
I wish I didn't have anxiety
I wish I didn't have trust issues
I wish memories didn't stay.....
Maybe I'd finally be okay....
I wish I could cut
I wish I could bleed
I wish I felt physical pain instead of this emotional train
I'm sorry but I'm no good
I'm sorry I'm a waste of time
I wish I could be there for you
But I can't...
I never can...
YOU ARE READING
Diary
Non-FictionMy diary, if you don't want to be upset, triggered, or bored, don't read