I feel pathetic and useless.
I feel used.
I feel misplaced, mistreated.
I feel empty.
I feel crushed.
I feel broken.
I don't say anything because when I do I make things worse.
I'd rather suffer silently then share how I feel and lose everything and possibly everyone.
I know , I know, holding your feelings is bad.
But, its all I can do to stay together sometimes.
I feel like if I keep the truth inside I'm saving someone else time and feelings.
I hide myself away because I just let everyone walk over me.
I try not too....
I've recently given up, I've been experiencing constant depression, anxiety.
I feel like you'll leave, like you're cheating, like you don't want me.
And I feel useless nowadays, I feel like I can't please you, make you happy.
And you'll leave....just like he did...
I'm just plain pathetic and useless.
Sigh.....
-Over and Out-
~~Cassy 💓~~
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