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You start running , everything feels in slow motion , your heart aches so bad you wanna rip out of your chest , you stop in front of the building , I mean let's not forget your pregnant , you sit on the bench close to the hospital and try to catch your breath but you can't , you're balling your eyes out , you cover your face with your hands trying to calm yourself down , your breathing becomes slower , you calm down , then you see Alex looking all fabled and trying to find you , you try to walk away but his eyes quickly catches you , " (y/n)! Love please let me explain-". You cut him off before he continued , " oh Alex , " you say softly with a crack in your voice from crying while placing your hand on his cheek , " how much I loved you , how much I cared for you , but you never seem to feel the same way , I thought the child may I say children would change your ways but -" you start heating up and you remove your hand from his cheek , " but , they should give you a fucking gold medal for your record for breaking my heart , it wasn't once not twice oh but three times , you can fuck off and fuck whoever you want , you're off the hook forget about me and the baby , bye Alex ." You say , you can see tears rolling down his face but you can't so you just leave .you pick up the phone and dial breana said number , " breana , can't you pick me up from the hospital?" , you say holding back more tears , she can sense somethings wrong , " (y/n) , what happend ?! Please tell me "', " just hurry please " you hang up the phone and wait for her to arrive . After a while you breana pull up in her black Lexsis , you quickly get in , " honey , what's wrong ?" Finally you couldn't keep it in , and tears began streaming down your face , " he kissed some other girl well should I say my doctor who was doing my ultrasound, I went to the bathroom and when I came back , I saw him sticking his tongue down her throat" she pulls you in and gives you a hug while you cry on her shoulder , you start hearing someone else crying, it's Amelia , " sweetie can you get her for a Sec ?" She asks while keeping her eyes on the road , " yea sure " you say while wiping your tears away , you get up and and unbuckle her seatbelt, " come here baby girl !" You start talking in cheery voice , you don't want her to cry either , " did you know uncle Alex is a jerk , and auntie (y/n) hates his guts ! " you say in a squeaky cheery voice , she starts laughing , " stop that , or " uncle Alex is a jerk" will be her first words" she says laughing , you laugh along , " okay then I want you to stay with me and Matt , I don't want you to be homeless or whatever " , " breana I can't do that , I'll just rent out another apartment " ," are you kidding me , you're not leaving my sight , you're staying with us " , " thank you , I don't know what would've I done without you " , she smiles , after a while Amelia fell asleep in your arms , and you arrived in front of Matt and breana's place . As you get in you see Matt sitting on the couch watching some tv , he glances at you and quickly gets up , " (Y/N)!" He yells , " shhh" both you and breana shush him , " give her to me I'll put her in her bed " breana whispers , you hand her over and breana heads upstairs , " I know what happend , Alex gave me a call " , " oh so you know how he was sucking some other girls mouth ?" , " it wasn't like that , you should let him explain " , " I'm sorry Matt , I'm not going to give him any more chances ,he's already gotten enough " , " well what about your babies ?" , " I'll raise them on my own , he can visit them , but I'm done I truly am " .
6 months later
Here you are bigger than pool floatie that can seat eight , stuffing your face with cucumber and peanut butter , you've been staying with Matt and breana ever since you broke up with Alex , and now your 9 months pregnant and your doctor said that the babies could pop out any day now , you got many calls and texts from Alex but you never replied to them , and after time they began fading away and it seems he's moved on , you get up to get a glass of water , when suddenly , you feel something running down your legs , your water just broke and you're freaking out , you yell " BREANAAAAA!" She quickly hurries down , with bed sheets wrapped around her body and Matt only in his boxers , you smile for a second at them , but then you quickly realise you're having your children , " breana the babies are coming , we have to go now !" , " okay , okay Matt and I will get dressed and get Amelia , and you try not having a baby right now !" , " I'll try my absolute best!" You say while placing your hand on your belly trying to calm yourself down
Matt PoV
" Okay , breana where's my jeans ?!" I say nervously , she throws them at me , " should I call Alex , he should know " , " I guess but tell him to catch up quickly " she says while slipping on what ever she could find and quickly heads out to get Amelia , " UGHH!" I hear (y/n) screaming , I can't BELIVE this is happening , I quickly dial Alex , and after a few rings he picks up , " ugh , what do you want Matt? , it 9:00 o'clock in the morning " he says grumpily like he just woke up , " listen Alex , get your ass to the hospital , (y/n) is in Labor , and I'm guessing you wanna be there " , " what?! Yea I'm on my way !" He quickly hangs up , and I get downstairs .
Normal PoV
" what took you guys so long , I'm trying to keep two tiny humans inside me , while you guys are playing dress up ?!" You say pissed , they ignore your remark and quickly get you in the car , and Matt drove the most fast you've ever seen him , in about 10 minutes we were there and as you get out , you see Alex waiting outside , with his hair unruly and he looks like a 5 year old dressed him , " Alex what the hell are you doing here ?! " you ask while screaming in pain , " you wouldn't think I would miss this would you ?" , you quickly rush inside and you can feel Alex helping you stay up , and when you felt his touch it was electrifying, you missed it so much , you missed him , you looked at him , " Alex I'm scared " , " don't be I'll be there every second " he sys while holding your hand tightly , they staff rush you inside and you weren't dilated enough for a normal birth so they had to preform a c-section, they quickly got you into the o.r and Alex had to wait outside as soon as they began , you heard two cries from your girls but then everything went black .
Alex PoV
I'm waiting here , shaking , I want to see her again and I want her to know how much I loved and how much I was an idiot and I wanna have a family with her , and I wanna propose to her , all these thoughts went through my mind as I sat here waiting for her , then the doctor came out , both Matt and breana and me stood up , " well the two baby girls are healthy and doing great , but -" that but made my heart sank to the ground , " but (y/n) lost a lot of blood we've put her in the I.C.U and we'll inform you with any further updates " I fall down to the ground and tears fall across my face , I can't do this without her , I need her in my life .

A.N thank you guys for 300 reads , I'm so happy , and just wanted you to know that I'm gonna be writing another fan fiction about Alex called " you and I " hope you'll check it out but I'll keep updating this one , thanks once again xxx

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