It Was My Fault.

Hearing the voices inside my head is a constant pain.

Trying to make them leave was like falling down with no way to revive myself .

Trying to realize that I need help with no one to understand.

Waiting for someone to come and save me.

But no one ever comes.

Waiting for the happy things to come.

Not realizing what I have, what i've lost, what I need to find .

Finding a friend never lasts.

Keeping a friend is even harder.

Cutting, Ropes, pills, and pain never got my mind off of you.

You are my soul, my world, you are me.

These voices inside were me.

The pain was me.

I wasn't happy.

With you and me.

With us apart.

This was my fault.

The pain was my fault.

The heartbreak was my fault.

The shattered love was my fault.

It was all my fault and you disagree.

But all this pain was because of me.