Don't Let Me Die (Jack The Killer Fan Fic)

A nightmare

I remember it like it was yesterday.

This wasn't the life i chose, but the life i was forced into. I still don't know how i was created. Who created me, why i was created.

How could i forget the day i was brought into this god forsaken planet. I re live it as i sleep, i cant help but wonder what in the hell is wrong with me.

I still have nightmares. No one knows. At night i wake up in a pant, my eyeless holes burning. What in the fuck is wrong with me? They say I'm normal.

They say humans are created for us to kill. So we can settle our lust, so we can have amusement.

I don't understand.

All life is precious, but I take it so easy. So willingly. So wantingly.

Why do I enjoy causing pain to humans as much as I do. I love it, I love feeling, their warm blood wash my sins away. I love hearing their blood curling screams in my ear as I slowly rub my knife in and out of their stomachs. I love hearing the fear In their voice.

Even still..I can't get the nightmare out of my mind.

It happened again last night.

She looks into my eyes.

"Please spare me" She beggs as my knife slits her throat.

Except it isn't my knife, I'm not me.

I jump out of a window, and my eyes plunge open, I'm now in a forest.

I battle through the pain and walk through the forest.

All around me it's burning down.

A giant branch falls infront of me, burning some of my jet black hair.

I step over the flame and contuined calmly walking as everything around me is going to hell.

A small feeling deep in my gut starts to form.

The sound of beautiful screams fill the forest, cries of pain and passion.

Except this time it hurts.

Me.

My lungs fill with smoke as I run to the screams. All around me burning branches fall, I start to feel light headed. But I keep going. For some reason I yearned to see theese people, I needed to know where theese screams were coming from. Big mistake.

My feet pound againts the hard ground as I take off faster and faster. The woods around me become engulfed in even hotter flames, but my targets are in sight. A man, a woman, and a boy.

I crash into the man making him fall onto his knees, next to his wife and son. All of a sudden I realize they're hands are tied up. They look scared.

"Please don't hurt us sweetie" the woman says

"Lou close your eyes" the man says looking at me. I raise my knife just to see my arm is covered by a white hoodie, and the knife isn't mine.

I plunge the knife into the man's skull, hearing his family scream and beg for me to stop.

I move to the beautiful woman, feeling a huge lump form in my throat.

"Just go to sleep mommy" I beg her and stab her in the throat. Her blood staining my white hoodie.

The boy tries to move but I grab him by the hair and lift him up over my head. "Goodbye brother" I mumble an shove my knife into his skull as well.

I don't understand this dream or why it hurts me so much.

Thanks for listening

-Jack