Everything hurts! I just let my emotions sink and sink in the deepest corner of my heart, where NO ONE will be able to find it not even me. Emotions that are long kept hidden and sometimes resurfaces as traitorous tears, in the darkness of the night when no one besides my creator is watching. They are like a sac of bricks placed on my heart, making it impossible for me to move, breath. It kills me and crushes me within. All I do is place a sunny smile on my face so no one can see the insecurities or the emotional battle I'm facing behind my facade. Assuring the people surrounding me that I'm fine while deep down I know it's a complete lie. Somewhere deep down my heart is hiding and breaking. Only I can hear the sound, only I can feel the pain but yet I utter not a single word. I let the pain consume me, but still be aware of my surrounding. Hey!! I don't want someone to catch me off guard and find me in a vulnerable state. Maybe if I keep saying "I'm strong" they won't worry, and maybe, just maybe even I will start believing this lie of mine.
