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by _ddesireee

Cuntaline ^^

[Ariel]

After the incident, I just sat in Cameron's room and sobbed. Everyone knew not to bother me right now. I really didn't want to be seen right now. I could hear Nash crying from his room since it's right next to Cameron's. i just wanted to go in there and hug and kiss him. But I couldn't. Cause I fucking broke up with him. I don't know why I did that. I still loved him and I always will. But what he just did hurt me and I think it'll take me a while to forgive him. I heard a light knock on the door, "I said to go away" I covered my head so that whoever came in couldn't see me. The door opened and closed. I felt my bed sink next to me and someone wrap their arms around me. "It's okay."

Wes.

"Wes?" He smiled at me. "I'm sorry, Wes." I looked down at the pillow. He lifted my head up and looked me straight in they eye. "It's okay, Ariel. It was just one little argument. I forgave you a while ago. I just couldn't cause Nash was always around you." He looked hurt. "Wes, I know you like me. And I like you too," he jitters up, "But I just got out of a breakup that I will never be able to forget about." He sighed. "You're right, I knew I shouldn't of came.." He mutters the last part. "Anyways, I leave today at 9:00, I just wanted to tell you." He said before walking without a goodbye. I just sighed. I wanna go out. Just for some fresh air. I got out of bed and changed into some comfortable leggings since it was cold outside. I wore a plain white t-shirt, my bomber jacket from yesterday, and white high top Converse. I headed downstairs to see Nash heading downstairs to the kitchen. Great. That's where I needed to go! I shook it off and walked into the kitchen anyways. I opened the fridge and grabbed water. I could feel him staring at me intensely. I grabbed money out my jar. $25. I was about to walk about when someone called my name, "Ariel?" I didn't stay a word, I just stood there. I felt Nash behind me, "I know you probably hate me right now, but I'm sorry," Aww Nash, I LOVE you so much! He turned me around, "I'm sorry for everything I've did in the past and present. I don't know what got it into me. But just know, I still love you, even if you don't I'll still understand." His eyes were full of sadness and forgiveness. He held my hand softly and looked me in the eye. He looked like he was gonna cry again. I didn't know what to say so I just walked out the door. I feel so dumb for doing that. I should've said something. I walked over to the beach and sat on a rock and watched the waves. Everyone looked so happy and excited. Especially the couples. I started to cry again. I just put my head on my knees. I bet you if Nash and I weren't dating anymore, he would've went for Caroline in a heartbeat. What does he see in her that I don't have? She just goes around fucking other guys. She needs to learn how to keep her legs closed if she doesn't wanna get herpes and shit. I felt a hand on my back and I turned around and saw Ethan. "Hey love!" He said quietly. "Hey Eth" Over these few months, I've gotten closer to the twins. "What are you doing so sad?" He pulled a strand of my hair behind my ear. A tear slipped down my face by that question, "I broke up with Nash" I was sobbing by this point. Ethan embraced me in a bear hug. I just cried thinking about it all. Why did I even break up with him? I regret it all, "Let me tell you this, how about we go back to my apartment? Grayson is there." Ethan slightly smiled. I smiled back and nodded. Ethan got up and held out his hand. I held it and got up. I noticed his shirt had tears all over it, "I'm sorry about your shirt." I pointed to it. "Nah, it's fine. I don't really care." He put his arm around my waist. We were about to enter the car, when a few fans came up to us. "Ethan! Ariel!" They smiled widely. Ethan could tell I was uncomfortable since I looked like a wreck. "Hey, how about you go sit in the car and I'll take pictures with these girls?" He whispers to me. I nod and walk to his Range Rover. an, what is up with the guys and getting Range Rovers? I unlocked the car and sat down. Luckily, these windows were tinted so no one would see me and run over. I take my phone out my pocket to see that Nash tweeted a picture of us on twitter.

I sighed and got off twitter and went to my messages. 6 new texts, 3 from cameron, 1 from Madison, and 2 from Nash. I opened Nash's first.

Nash: Ariel.

Nash: I love you.

I just left it on read and went to Cameron's.

Cameron: Ariel WHERE ARE YOU?!

Cameron: ARIEL REBECCA DALLAS!

Cameron: Fine, don't answer..

I sighed. Cameron puts 2 periods if he's mad or worried. I opened Madison's.

Madison: You better get home before Cameron throws a fit. Love you!

I put my phone away and looked to see Ethan walking to the car. He opened the door and sat down and turned on the car. "Ethan?" I looked at him, "I think I should get home, Cameron sounds mad." He looked sad but replied. "Ok." I held his hand the whole way home. I looked out the window and slowly drifted off to sleep.

Ethan shook my arm lightly, "Ariel? Ariel, you're home" I opened and saw Cameron's apartment in front on me. "Thanks Ethan" I kissed his cheek. His face was as red as a tomato. "Y-your welcome." He smiled. I got out the car and waved at Ethan as he drove away. I walked inside and went to the elevator. I wait for it to open and head up to Cameron's apartment. I walk out the elevator and walk down to the door. I unlock the door and see Cameron sitting in the living room with his head in his hands. "Cameron?" I call to him. He doesn't look up. I sit next to him on the couch to him and hold one of his hands. He looks up at me and instantly gets up. He hugs me tightly and cries. I rub his back and coo him to calm down. He cries, "Moms funeral is tomorrow." I feel like the world just stopped. I don't know what would happen when I go. How would I react? Will I cry? Will I not? Will I go crazy? I was knocked out of my thoughts by Cameron's light snores. I chuckled. How does he talk then fall asleep? I slowly took Cameron off of me and headed upstairs and peeked trough Nash's door to see him facing the wall. I opened the door and called for him, "Nash" No answer. "Nash, I'm sorry. I regret breaking up. I'm tired of not talking to you. I'm tired of sleeping alone when I have a nightmare. I'm tired of not ranting to you, Nash. Nash, I still love you." Finally, I can let it all out. It took him a few seconds to reply, "Hold me now, it's hard for to say I'm sorry. I just want you to stay. After all we've been through, I will make it up to you. I promise to. After all that's been said and done, you're just the part of me I can't let go." He looked at me. I embraced him in a hug. We hugged in silence, not an awkward silence, a comforting silence.

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