Lucky

Distance

First of all, I AM SORRY for not updating like I promised. My mind was occupied with things and I really can't write properly. I hope you'll forgive me! I won't promise aymore so that I won't disappoint you guys. Thank you for sticking with me and my story. It's near the end guys. Just stick a little longer.

This chap is just a short one and maybe the next updates will be just as long as this. I hope you guys understand. Thank you!

P.S Sorry for the wrong spelling and grammars.

Cara's POV

It's been a month, and it surely was the longest month of my life.

It's funny how you constantly miss someone, when you always talk to them everyday. You always call and skype them to just hear their voice and see their faces, expecting that the hole inside that heart of yours will be filled.

But it isn't.

It's still there and it's growing in every seconds that pass by.

And the only cure to that hole is the exact same reason why it's there in the first place.

It is a crime to miss a person this much?

I hope it's not. Because if it is, I am more than willing to go to jail and lock myself in.

I miss her, and I am not ashamed to say it.

I miss our night talks, the talks that sometimes lead us to small quarrels but always end up into a cuddling moment.

I miss the way her nose crunch up everytime she gives me an annoyed look on her face, when I disagree on her with something.

I miss all the slap in the arms that I get, everytime she laughs and she just can't express herself by just laughing, so she'll start hitting you.

I miss the warmth of her hug, that heavenly feeling that I get, everytime her arms draped around my body like I'm the most precious thing in the world.

I miss her lips, the lips that defines the word perfect.

But in the end of the day, I only miss her.

I miss my Kendall.

It's ironic that everytime they laugh through the phone call, it just makes you miss them more.

When everytime you look at them through that screen, you wished for time to move faster than the normal way, so you could already see them and hug them.

But life is just like that. You just need to go with it. You just need to accept and wait for that day to come.

The day that you'll be able to kiss all the sadness away.

"You're spacing out love." Kenny's voice brought me back from my deep thoughts.

I sighed a little, as I turn my gaze back at my phone's screen again. "I'm sorry, it's just that I'm missing you so much. If only I finished the movie like scheduled, I can fly out there already and we can have the vacation I promised." I said and gave her a sad smile.

Well, what sucks the most is that I'm the reason why we aren't together yet. I was supposed to be finishing the movie I'm filming this week, but I got sick and have to rest for awhile which cause for the delay of the shooting.

I heard Kendall releasing a huge sigh before answering. "Hey, don't blame yourself okay? You got sick and you need to rest. It's acceptable love. I don't want you overworking remember?" She said, but I still can't help but to blame myself.