I try to convince myself that you don't really exist
You are just a voice that lingers deep within me
Slowly eating away at me, altering my reality
Then I see you from a distance
My heart begins to shatter again
I am reminded of what you did to me
I try to let the rain wash away the pain
But the pain will always remain
Locked away deep inside
Trapped by loneliness
Entwined by betrayal
And kept alive by the emptiness
I pray to forget you
Let you fade away so I can move on
But your voice has engraved itself into my memory
Consuming me farther into this nightmare
Leaving me lost
And forever bound to the pain
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Hey guys, I don't know if this is the kind of thing you'd expect from me, but I'm writing this anyway. The thing is, my life is kind of shitty right now, so I just want to vent out in words. That's all for now.
As always, I love you guys. 🙂
-Carolyn🖖
