Do you ever just wish that you could just vanish?
Disappear before anyone's eyes?
Yeah, me too
Especially when you do something wrong, then you just feel everyone's gaze upon you
As if they were boring into your soul
I find that those are the times I want to disappear the most
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Clearing My Head
I look out my second story window
Directly in front of me is an open field
To my left is the lake
And to my right is the Great Oak, as I like to call it
Although something is different
It's certainly not outside
What could it possibly be?
Oh, I know!
I'm not feeling any pain
For the first time in what feels like forever, my mind is a ease
But sadly, we can't have that
I know something that can help
I walk to the bathroom and open the drawer
***
Countdown
10 days have passed
9 people have tried to save me
8 of them gave up
7 is the number of times I've tried
6 people know my secret
5 will visit me every day
4 more hours till midnight
3 more slashes should do it
2 siblings I will leave
1 of them won't care
0, your times up
***
Hey peoples. How's life? Mine's okay, so far. I might be attending a different school next year, so I'll might meet some new people! Isn't that cool? Alright, enough ranting, goodnight!
Love you all!
-Carolyn🖖
