Please don't ask
if I'm okay,
I might do something
stupid like open up
to you
and I'm really tired
of getting close to
people and watching
them leave me like
I'm nothing
***
Worst Day Ever
Today was the absolute worst day ever
And don't try to convince me that
There's something good in every day
Because, when you take a closer look,
This world is a pretty evil place
Even if
Some goodness does shine through once
Satisfaction and happiness don't last
***
Nothing's Wrong
Just because
My eyes don't tear
Doesn't mean
My heart doesn't cry
And just because
I come off strong
Doesn't mean
There's nothing wrong
***
One Day
One day, you're going to
miss the little text
messages I give you.
You're going to miss how
I used to worry about you
when you're out too late.
You're going to miss my
annoyingness.
One day, when I'm gone you're
going to miss how you
actually had someone
that actually wanted you.
And when I'm not there
anymore, you're going to
miss me.
Hi again. I've had this notebook full of these for a while, so I'm just going to update a lot since I have so many. Sadly I have too many. I'll update one more time then that's it until tomorrow.
Once again, love ya.
-Carolyn🖖
