Live Life Evermore

Where Love Takes Us

I could hear the faint swish,swish sound of Johnathan's curls catching air and letting it go. "I can't loose you... I-I just.." His words died off and I knew his voice was straining to be noticed. I couldn't even talk myself, my shoulders just slumped and my hand flew to my chest and over my heart. I could patically hear the tears stinging at his eyes. Afterwhile, the deadly silence was broken by a weighed down sigh of Johnathan, "I can't loose you,Emmer."

"I know", I whispered barely audible, but his vampire hearing and all allowed him to hear.

But he payed no matter to my acknowledge and insted continued with his sincere rambling,"I would absolutely go insane- just mad. It never accurred to me that it was possible for you to die, the reality that I would far outlive you too unbareble to even concieve." I heard my lover fist his silk, red and very very comfortable European sheets and catch his everlasting and everliving breath. "Even as a young boy, I knew we were written in the stars and-"

"Johnathan! I know!" I voiced to him a bit louder than even I expected. I was more than remorseful when I turned to a hurt expresson from the loving vampire. My expression softened to one like a caressing summer breeze and I tried to comfort him with the,hopefully, luminatng warmth in my sad smile. "And so will my mother." As much as I had tried to disconnect my feelings from the statement,I still had to stop to catch my breath.

"You are correct, My Lady." he stated emotionlessly. And somehow that only caused my heart more ache. "I'll call for a carriage to have you escorted to your mother's residency. I'll see you at midnight, My Love." He called me such lovely things and I knew he meant them somewhere within him, but they came out cold and hateful. Like he was angry that I couldn't give him all of my attenion and love just yet. Actually, I could feel that he felt that way deep in my soul.

My body felt like it was caving in itself just at the fact that I couldn't please his every will. Finally I sighed and blurted,"Johhnathan, I feel like I am more of your puppet than your lover." I had to blink hard to not let the sour tears escape my restless eyes. "Where is my dress." The question came out as more of a statement, for I was now growing weary of the 'love' he and I shared...along with the conversation. At the moment, I just wanted to put my dress back on and leave him be. But I dared not to foresake my lover on a bad note. "I will meet you in your Grand Court Yard at ten of the clock, so the sun does not restict your powers and hurt your eyes," then I drew in a breath, wondering if the sun would hurt my eyes as well," and mine, I suppose I'll be bringing a sun protector with me." I puffed out annoyed air and turned around to rant that if we were going to be one, we would need communication, but he just looked at me expectantly.

"Are you finished now?" he questioned more than a little obnoxiously. I would have told him off if I wasn't surprised by the fact that he was already dessed in another one of his expensive suits and if a whiff of his air,tainted with his intoxicating scent, wouldn't have shaken me. Before I knew it, he was standing infront of me. "You should know by now that it is me who is your 'puppet'. And it is you who has my heart in the palm of their hand."

I sighed and closed my eyes. After a split moment, I opened my eyes and began to speak; Should we even go through with this? But the only thing that happened was that I had a deep intake of air. I looked down and saw the charming vampire on one knee. "Jonathan, I..."

He quickly raised his hand as he dismissed my sentence that was most likely meaningless to him. "You're mine for an eternity, my darling, whether you'd like to be or not. I just want you to wear this ring and show it to all, who beg to see and those who don't."

"What if object?" I asked him trying to hide the petty obnoxity I was begining to hint off lightly.

"That doesn't change anything. You're still mine and I'm still all you have. I would just like you to finally commit to me! Put this ring on and be mine- prove us to the world. My dear, dear, PrimRose, marry me!" All I could do was nod, my mind too busy with trying to sort all the complications he was bringing into our relationship. "Then it is settled."

"Give me your oath," I stated blankly. "I do not believe we will have the luxury of the ability to have a wedding, but I'll be damned if I do not have some way to hold you to your word." I quickly thought about our Imprint and the soul-tie we had, but those could easily be of no concern to actions. Vampires had to follow through with their Oaths, with their actions and with their minds. I nodded solemnly, proud that I had this vampire in my spider web of love and affection.

"I, Johnathan DiCaprio Styles, give you, PrimRose Essence Williams; daughter of wiccan, my Oath to love you for so long as I shall live and breathe. I will live to love, serve and protect you. May no love be as strong as ours is. I swear it to you to uphold my promise. I give you my Vampire's Oath, to you nor anyone, shall I break this oath. In the name of our Father God in heaven and so shall his daughter, the mother of all vampires, Asteri allow it to be in their names. Do you, PrimRose accept?"

I felt my stomach drop with absolute despair. There were all clear warning bells ringing in the corners of my mind and I was definite that those we're good signs. But I shrugged it off and supposed it was the ringing of remembrance in hearing that certain name. Asteri was the vampire maiden mother? Everything was confusing and I couldn't sort through the mess that seemed to be ever-so-comfortable in my mind. "Don't you ever think I would ever deny you, cherie."

His face rang with excitement and his smile sang the merry song that went along with it. I smiled to myself as well, forgetting the loud warning bells that seemed to crescendo with the passing moments, at the fact that this was one of the few times that he hadn't given me one of his half-made smile that hinted cockiness and nonchalance. This was a grenuine smile of happiness and grattitude, and even more. It held so many joyous expressions that I  could only begin to imagine what he was feeling. Some of that happiness glided through his blood to mine through our Imprint. In that moment in time, I forgot all my hardships and the factor that  I was still dying. I was much too focused on Johnathan, whom was sliding a beautiful Amethyst(our birthstone:February) stone on my finger. There was a silver band that  held it and surrounding the breath-taking stone were little, tiny diamonds with intricate lacing weaving inbetween each diamond. I wanted to drop to my weak knees as I basked in its gorgeous glory. "Forever yours, forever mine." He spoke the words that I noticed were on the inside of the beautiful ring on the barest tone of a whisper.