I walked into the house that me nd Jade shared and saw Jesy and Leigh-Anne sleeping. I walked over to my room but was stopped by someone grabbing my arm. My first instinct was to slap the person and I was going to but then I saw it was Jade. Thank god I saw her.
"Perrie ! Its 2:00 am , and your barley getting home?!" She yelled/whispered. I saw worry in her eyes and felt bad for worrying her but I just left to have fun its not like I left forever.
"Jade calm down , I was just having fun, don't worry !" I said
"Perrie please don't get into trouble , remember that I love you ! Ok ? The girls love you too now go to bed" She said and let go of my arm. I saw her walk away and felt bad again but shrugged it off. I went to my room and went to take a shower . After I was done with my shower I went to bed.
~In the morning~
"Hey Perrie ! How are you ?" Jesy said.
"Good , im fine how are you girls?" I said
"Good" they all said.
"Hey girls can we sing today ? " Jade asked
"Yea we should !! Please Perrie?" Leigh-Anee said. I didn't like singing but for the girls I would do anything. We have been best friends, sisters since we were little !
"Ugh ok " I said
"Yay ! Can we sing Titanium please !! Pretty please !" Jade said. What a shit of a song but ugh for the girls I'll do it"
Jade:
You shout it out
But I can't hear a word you say
Im talking loud , not saying much
Im criticized but all your bullets ricochet
You shoot me down but I get up
All of us:
Im bullet proof,nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet ,you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
Me(Perrie):
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I sang the high part and we continued
Jesy:
Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much
All of us:
Im bullet proof,nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet ,you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
Me(Perrie):
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium
I am titanium
Leigh-Anne:
Stone-hard, machine gun
Firing at the ones who run
Stone-hard as bulletproof glass
Me(Perrie):
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
I am titanium
By the time the song had finished I had tears going down my cheeks. This song just reminded me so much of my past, about everything I went through and about HIM. The girls looked at me.
"Perrie please stop trying to hide it, go ahead cry , ...... we miss you " Jesy says. I know what she means. She means she misses the me I was before .. he . happened. I felt like just crying and letting it all out.
"Please Perrie" Jade says. I look at them still crying silently. I almost gave in, but no. I just turned around and walked out of the house. I got in my car and kept crying , memories flashing through me. Painful memories. I then remembered that I can't just sing and become my old stupid self. I wiped away the tears,and went to Jake. When I got there I knocked on his door.
"Hey Perrie , what are you doing here?" He asked
"Just needed a smoke " I said
"Well then come on in" he said.
HI guys !!!! Well this was just a little chapter because I was busy but don't worry , I will update probably tomorrow :) Please tell people about this story ,please,please,please!!! And please comment !!! It means alot to me :)
