The mirror was becoming fogged by steam and Cas decided it was time to climb into the shower. He stepped in and the hot water burned his sensitive skin but he did not draw back, he welcomed the pain like it was an old friend. He let the water completely envelope his body as he felt his muscles relax and his stress liquefy. Steam filled the bathroom and fogged over the doors. Cas started humming Hey Jude to himself because he always found it soothing. Sitting down on the bench in the shower he let the water flow over him as he brought his knees up to his chest.
Castiel hated himself for failing his family and watching them fall, he thought Naomi was the enemy he was blinded by the need the fix everything he had done before. Now he was alone in a bathroom with the guilt of letting everyone down once again, but this time he was mortal.
Being human wasn't as terrible as Castiel though it would be but he was so limited, and he felt empty without his grace, What used to fill him with warmth was now gone and he felt cold.
He hadn't told Dean about any of this but he was sure he knew something was up. Cas and Dean's relationship had grown from a normal friendship to hey-do-you-mind-if-we-share-a-bed-and-cuddle-all-night. It was nothing official and they shared some kisses but nothing below the belt, at least not yet.
He was brought out of his thought by the bathroom door opening and the closing again. There was so much steam in the room it created a protective blanket that covered Castiels naked body from whoever had entered the room.
"Hello?" Cas asked and he tried to see who was there, all he could make out was a large blur that stood by the counter.
"Dean is that you?" Cas called again.
He waited a few more seconds and he was about to get out to see who it was but before his hand reached the handle the door had opened. The steam flowed around the blond haired man as the steam droplets stuck to his skin.
Dean was completely bare as he entered the shower with Castiel and he was completely shocked by his presents but not put off.
"Dean?" Cas asked his voice an octave higher than normal. Dean was covered in wonderfully formed muscles and old battle scars, droplets of water ran down his anti possession as he moved under one of the shower heads.
"Hello Cas." His voice was deep, he was worried about Cas, he knew it.
"What are yo-" But Dean cut him off with a longing kiss, one of Deans hands moved into Castiels wet hair and the other wrapped itself around Castiels slender waist.
Cas moved his hands to rest on Deans strong shoulders. Dean had never held Cas so intimately before and Cas felt blood slowly flowing the his groin by the feeling of Deans warm body on his.
Deans lips moved down to Castiels neck and peppered kisses across the wet surface.
Cas let out a deep moan and tightened his grip on the hunter. Dean pulled away to looked the dark haired man up and down. He was semi hard and was craving for Dean to kiss him again, his hand moved up to pull at Deans hair a little and push him into another kiss.
"Cas?" Dean asked between a kiss.
"Yes dear?" Cas pulled his mouth back and looked at the green eyes man, his nose and cheeks were covered in small freckles and he saw the worry in his brow.
"What has been bothering you?" He asked as he sat down on the bench pulling Cas with him. He sat in the mans lap as water poured onto his chest.
Cas took in a deep breath, he knew this conversation would come up eventually he just didn't think they would be naked in the shower when he asked.
