Hate is the New Love

chapter 10

Ethan was seriously pissed. His hands were clutched into tight fists during the entire car ride.

All he wanted was to rid of the annoyance that was sitting too close for his liking and rubbing herself on his arm like a bitch in heat. He hated it. He hated everything about her now.

If it was any other day in Italy, Angela or any other willing girl would probably be on their knees pleasuring him right about now. But even the thought of another woman touching him except Emma made him nauseated and sick to his stomach now. Maybe it was the effect of entering Emma's layer.

The idea of that little pixie of a woman being with in his reach drove him up the walls. Every single cell in his body was itching to be in her arms. With every minute, Ethan became more and more desperate like a ticking bomb and the bitch rubbing on him wasn't helping his situation one bit.

The more Angela rubbed her boobs against his arms, the angier Ethan got. As his anger surged so did his needed to strangle the greedy woman beside him and engulf Emma in his arms.

He didn't want the smell of another woman lingering his clothes or his body when he finally touched his pure Emma. If it was up to him, Emma won't be allowed to meet or talk anyone except him.

Ethan wanted to be the one and only person in Emma's life at all times. He wanted everything in her life to revolve around him. He wanted her to think him, to feel him every second of the day, with every breath of hers like he does. Her day should starts in his arms and it should end the same way.

He wanted to be everything in her life from her family to friend to husband to child to her rock to anything and everything. Hell he even refuse to give up the role of her enemy because he can't bare the thought of Emma thinking about anyone, girl or boy other than him even for a second.

In his mind, everything of hers from her body to heart to mind, every emotion of hers from smiling to laughing to anger, and every action of hers from breathing to talking to sleeping belonged to him and only him.

Ethan didn't care that he sounded like some obsessed psychopath. In-fact, he was obsessed and hooked with Emma as if she was literally the breath he took to stay alive and that was bad.

Ethan had tried multiple times to move on from Emma. One example was sitting right beside him, rubbing against his arm. But it turned out to be a major diaster every single time and he literally found himself on the edge of dying.

Ethan didn't get it himself sometimes as to why was he so obsessed with that evil woman? She wasn't exactly a perfect being. She had a lot of flaws. Her anger was extremely bad. She was rude, cold and impolite yet his heart burst in pleasure when he saw her face. Just mentioning her name brought him all and every kind of unexplainable joy and peace in the universe.

He often felt as if there was something deep and vital inside him that was set to a biological clock name Emma. Every attempt of erasing her from his life brought him right back to her.

Everytime he tried to forget her when frustrated with her constant rejection, Ethan felt like burning the entire universe down to ashes, right along himself. He felt like destroying everything in and around him.

His desperation and need to be with her grew so intense and unbearable that he almost kidnapped Emma from her college just to hid her some place where no one can see or talk to her except him.

Ethan was screwed when it comes to Emma. He was a very intelligent, sensible man in general but whenever Emma was mention all sense flew right out of the window and he was fucked to the point of no return.

The woman was no good for him and he knew it all too well, yet he couldn't move on. She was going to send him to an early grave for sure if his betraying body and mind continue to react that way towards her.