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This is not a story. No. Stop reading this introduction if you're looking for a good story. This is A Book of Thoughts. These are just my thoughts about things that I really want to share with people. I don't get the chance to share them with people...

My Thoughts About : The Bipolar Disorder

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by rochelle_morco

by rochelle_morco

My Thoughts About : The Bipolar Disorder

13, at this age, to me, the bipolar disorder is the quick changing of one's personality or mood. I thought this was just normal for one person until I heard that you can be rehabilitated because of this disorder.

Sometimes, I honestly think that I'm bipolar myself because sometimes I easily get upset that whenever I was happy, I would just shut that happiness down and concentrate on negative thoughts. Do you get what I'm saying?

For example, when I'm with my friends, we hang out, right? We play games, fool around, and laugh together. But sometimes, when we get too into that game, we tend to get loud and annoying out in the open that we attract too much attention. And I don't like TOO MUCH attention. I would sometimes release a negative something just to kill and destroy that positive mood. Even if I, myself, am feeling it. Just to remove their attention from us.

Sure, I know I told you that 'no one else's opinion matters as long as you are happy'-

Wait. Did I?

Doesn't matter. My point is, no one else's opinion matters as long as you are happy AND doing something for a good cause. We were just having fun. Period. It's not doing us any good. And we're causing public disturbance.

Is that a good thing? No.

I don't like getting in trouble and I'm afraid if we continue our boisterous laughters echoing through the halls, we might just do so.

And I told you. I won't like that.

Am I really bipolar? Is that considered bipolar? Or is it just me? Am I just that confused?

Eh.

And then there's times that I tell someone I like something then just before I have it, like the very last minute, I regret even liking it and then I don't even want it anymore. I just end up giving it back.

And then there's my love for One Direction. Here we go again. Do you remember how I told you that I want to push them off from the top of the highest building and still want to cach them before they fall? Yeah. That's another symptom of mine.

I can't really tell if someone around me is having the same disorder as me. Maybe because I, myself, can't even understand how it is.

So tell me. What do you think of those people? Do you understand them? Or would you like to really know and understand them? I want to do both choices. And I also want to know if I'M bipolar. Are you sure you're not?

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