World is unclear
Or is it just my vision
The things I do and things I see
Sometimes it doesn't make sense at allI try to study myself
My personality my behaviour
But every time I feel I am step closer
closer to know myself
I am proven wrong
And once again I see myself as failureI am not a philosopher
Nor am I any poet
I am an ordinary human being
Who wants to learn something , anything about human nature
So that my life would be bit easierIt's a tedious process to be alive
But it would be full of joy
If you are living not just surviving
But that's rare ,
To find someone who is livng every moment of his life
To find someone who is similing
Who is at peace and surviving
Because you see
it's a cruel world
And nothing here is free
Not even love
Surely not honestySo I am just an ordinary being
Trying to survive
Trying to be alive
Trying to breath and smile
Just an ordinary person trying to live her life .........