High School (Lauren/you)

Chapter 3

Y/n POV

Lauren put me down right before we walked into class. We walked in and she went to the back and I went to sit in the front. I need to pay attention and being in the back with someone as hot as Lauren isn't going to be good for me. The only way to get out of this horrible town is by getting a scholarship. I mean I have nothing to worry about I have a 4.0 gpa.

It's the one thing I'm proud of. I'm not good at sports or talking to people. So being good in my academic studies is a plus for I guess. I actually heard Lauren has straight A's too. I guess she's hella smart too. She has a lot of friends. But her main group that she's with most of the time is.

Dinah Jane 17 hella hot. Gets in trouble a lot. Dating Camila. Has a huge ass. Prankster.
Karla Cabello 17 goes by Camila Cuban has a huge ass really hot. Dating Dinah. Really clumsy.
Normani kordei 18 dancer. Dating Ally has a nice ass too.
Ally Brooke 19. A literal ball of sunshine. Church girl. Never gets in trouble. Everyone likes her. Dating Normani.

I don't understand. Like Lauren and the rest of the girls are all really fucking hot. I doubt she'll ever bring them to her house now that I somewhat live with her. After class ended I got up and rushed out of class. Maybe Lauren didn't want to be seen with me. So I put some distance and started heading. As I was about to turn the corner I collided with somebody else. "Oh my god. I'm so sorry." I said and looked up to see none other than Camila Cabello.

She got up and offered me a hand to get up. "Thank you." I said while looking down bashfully. "It's fine. I wasn't looking where I was going anyways. So I guess it's both of our faults." She said while laughing. I didn't laugh actually I was trying to figure out how to get away from her as fast as I can. "You're y/n right?" She asked. I looked at her confused "yeah?" I said. But it came off as a question rather than a statement. "Oh. Lauren talks about you all the time. Like look guys she's so beautiful. Look at her ass. Oh wait her whole entire body is amazing ahhhh. Can she please fuck me:" she said while mimicking or well trying to do Lauren's voice.

I started giggling and Camila asked "Um would you like to get lunch with me?" "Um I don't know. Would Dinah kick my ass if I say yes?" I asked "No Dinah isn't like that. I promise you she may be a little bit of an ass at first, but she's a big teddy bear once you get to know her." She said while chuckling. Well I know Dinah's not like that. We used to be best friends. But she chose popularity over me and we kinda just drifted apart. "Okay. Sure where are we going?" "The pizzeria down the road from here and then we can go to an arcade. Maybe we can even have a sleep over?" She said excitedly.

She acts like we've known each other for years. I nodded my head yes and followed her to her car. We reached her car and as soon as I was about to get in. I heard someone behind me clear their throat. Turning around slowly I saw none other than Dinah Jane herself. I looked at Camila  "actually I'm feeling kinda sick. I think I'm just gonna head home. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Bye." I said while walking away. Well more like I'm running. But I heard footsteps behind me and then someone grabbed me and threw me over their shoulder. I swear if I get thrown over one more shoulder. I'm going to kick someone's ass. "Put me fucking down asshole." I said anger laced in my voice. I don't even know who the fuck is carrying me.

I was put down and face to face with Dinah Jane. "I'm sorry okay! I'm sorry I sometimes watched those kids beat you up or pick on you. I'm sorry that you think I didn't do anything to help you. But I did I kicked their ass's and it just hurts okay. I miss my best friend. I miss the person who would be there for me when I was crying. Or when all those guys cheated on me. You were even there for me when my parents got into a fight and yet at the same time you were struggling. I didn't know your parents died. I didn't know you were homeless and I didn't know you needed me and what did I do? I chose popularity over you and I regret it every single day. You're my best friend! I love you please forgive me." Dinah said while tears flowed down her cheeks.

"You don't get it do you Dinah? I literally told you I was gay and the next day you left me. I thought you were going to out me and then you never stood up or even helped me. You want to know who helped me? No one because my parents were dead! But yeah you're forgiven. But I don't want you near me and I don't want any of your friends near me either. So you Lauren, Camila, Normani and Ally can stay away from me. Goodbye." I yelled and then I looked behind her and saw the rest of her friends. I avoided eye contact with only one though. I turned around and ran as fast as my legs would let me.

I stopped after a while and somehow. I was at a place I have been to so many times. A bridge, not just any bridge. But the one my parents died at. Their car got hit by a truck and it with off the side of the bridge. With tears flowing down my face I walked over to the railing and climbed up. "I'm sick of being hurt and being treated like nobody could care if I died. Now I'm going to show so many people that I didn't care if I died either. I just want to be with you guys. Mom and dad I tried. I tried loving myself. I tried to fight. I tried to stay in this wicked world. But I'm done. Goodbye." I said and then I jumped......

Authors note:
I'm sorry