My life is Chaos(Previously called Rejecting the Player)

MOVING???!!!???

"Mom,We can't MOVE!!!". We had just finished movie night when Mom had decided to spill the  beans to me and my siblings. Great timing,mom(NOT).  "MOM"My sister, Sam protests."I have friends, I have....UGH!!!"   "What sis is trying to say is.." I said trying to help my sister out"is we don't want to move. We have a life".

Suddenly my mom's face hardened. "We are moving.whether you want to or not."I sigh.My mom loves us but sometimes I don't like her decisions. "Ok, Well.....Goodnight"There is no way I could change her mind. It is already set. 

I walk out of my mom's room and go up the stairs to my room.I  look around at my room. It is perfect the way it is.  I need to clear my mind before finishing my English HW. "Mom,I am going biking" "Ok"She replies. As I go downstairs, I hear sobbing. I try to block her out but I fail. I listen quietly......

"This place just reminds me so much of John, Mimi" I hear her cry out. Mimi is my aunt and John is my dad.......... My dad who died. I stop listening and run out to the garage.

I grab my Ipod, some earbuds and hop on my bike.It is not like we are moving out of the country.  We are just moving from Chicago to New York.Not that far.Whatever,I turn around and head home.

Two hours later,I have finished my HW,showered and changed into a tank top and shorts.    I crawl in my bed and fall asleep.

*Dream/Flashback*

"Daddy, where are you going?" I whine, holding on to my dad's leg. "I am going to work" He replies,smiling knowingly.  But I want you to stay and help me cook scrambled eggs and banana bread!"I exclaim.  "I'm sorry, I got to go to work! We can make food when I come home. OK?" "Fine"I grumble. But inside I am.............Mad! I grab the Metal spoon and throw it at Daddy. It hits him square in the head and he falls down. "Daddy" I yell. I didn't know it would hurt him. In fact I had no clue that it was a metal spoon. I run over to him. "I'm fine, sweetheart"He says shakily. "NO you're not. It is all my fault!"I yell in face. "I'm fine"He says"I'm going to work, I love you". I watch as he walks out the door, swaying with each step.

Later in the day, Mom came home and we made banana muffins. We were going to surprise Daddy. We were just pulling them out of the oven when the phone rang.....

Mom picked it up. "Hello?"She asks. It is pure silence. I watch as tears form in Mom's eyes. "Oh, ok!"She says. The words are blurred together by her tears. She puts the phone down and turns to me.  And I knew before she opened her mouth, whatever she was going to say was going to bring our family down.....

*End of Flashback*

I pop up. I know what happens next. Mom had turned to me and said quietly "Daddy is....dead!" I can't remember what happened next only that I was crying. I also remember me asking Mom how, how?? She had replied "he suffered a concussion and was dizzy. While he was driving, he began to get a headache and lost control of the wheel."She continued. I hadn't stayed to hear rest.I had killed my DAD!!! That's why I hate bananas and eggs unless they are cooked. I turn around and fall asleep.

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