I am a Sucker for Pretty Words Masking Dark Thoughts

I Am Your Natural Disaster

Wind rustles your curtains, the breeze tickles your cheek

Air swirls around your room as I enter, and all warmth you felt slowly trickles from your veins

Darling, we both know how this will go.

You're seeing blue while I'm seeing nothing,

If we had mood rings yours would be aqua while mine would break, with the chemical solution dripping down my hands

The glacial wall between us stops us from speaking

And then comes the water.

The tsunami plummets into your house

As I can't control any of my emotions

All you see is a distortion of what used to be;

The sensation of drowning is the only thing keeping us conscious

But I am a storm, and I am not done.

My scream rolls like thunder through the state,

Everyone knows.

Lightning flashes as I throw useless objects around:

My phone, your pencil, the last scrap of my sanity.

The fire commences quickly,

My anger and self-hatred are ready to combust

I blame her for this, but we both know it isn't why

Smoke clouds our minds as you try extinguishing me

But I burn even brighter

Before my match reaches it end and flickers out.

And, to conclude, in comes the rain.

Rain floods my face, as I run from you, from your house, from myself

You must watch as the storms rise up to meet me, as I run into the fire

As I slam myself into the glacier

As the rain chokes me

As the wind pushes me towards my fate

I am a natural disaster.

Make sure you don't get stuck in the eye of the storm.