The Story of Us

Chapter 4: 2 Cheater

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I was thinking about all those things everytime. I was regretting what I entered. I was forced to somehow make her don’t like me anymore.

One time we were at MarketMarket together with another friend of ours, I felt that she had an idea that I was already cheating on her. That she already knew that I still loved Nicka (which as a matter of fact I really did love her) that I was just messing around with her. I wanted to break up with her already but I just wasn’t used to be the one to break up with a girl. I just didn’t know what to say to her and I don’t know what I had to say to not hurt her.

And all of what I was planning to do got screwed up. When somehow they caught up with each other Nicka was getting some information that I was always with her (because she got her phone back) and Iana kept on asking me what was going on. The two of them had a large fight about it (It may sound awesome that two girls are fighting over me but it was actually two girls fighting because of me and what I did to the two of them) almost went up to the guidance but I begged the two of them to just settle this without getting it to the guidance and don’t involve any physical fights.

All of us talked in the clinic (because they had a group in which the clinic was their hangout place and it was like their main headquarters in some sort) Me (with a very very disturbed and anxious look in my face) Nicka and Iana (both very pissed at each other and ofcourse me) together with some other old members of the club from another school who knew our nurse was inside the dentist’s room of the clinic while the others were eating ice cream outside like there was nothing happening inside the other room. The two other outsiders I didn’t knew said from the start that they were not against anyone or in favor of anyone (but the one person that said that was in my point of view was very bias to Iana) the two of them kept on asking stuff about Nicka and I, if we were like this and like that. I JUST SIMPLY HATE MYSELF WHEN I SEE NICKA CRY AND IT’S MY ENTIRE FAULT! Even if I wanted to say sorry in to Nicka in front of everybody I knew it was a bad idea. After the talk in school Nicka and I had our own talk but just through texting. That night was just torture to me. First I hurt the one true love of my life because of stupidity and I was just hurting myself for that S*** that I did to myself. I begged her to forgive me and I promised to never do it again. She said that she would think of it and our text conversation had to end there. Because it was late already and we both had to sleep because we had our classes in the morning

7:00 a.m. @ school

I received a text message from her

“Usap tayo mamaya sa may AVR ah. “

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