I am strong. I knew that but there are times when I can't feel. My mind and body numb and void of emotions.
October 2015 is a tough year. Despite my soaring career in my second chance at showbizness, everything's taking a toll now.
Doubts. Regrets. Fears. What ifs. Those thoughts kept swirling on my mind. I keep on hanging on but it feels hopeless.
"Minsan, wala talaga. As in." I explain to him.
James is a good friend. A confidant and a very convincing half of our onscreen loveteam. Nothing more. Just until there.
"Shh. I know, Nadine. I know." He says while holding me tight around his arms.
During these times, I'm reminded why we are partners in crime. He is always there for me as I am for him. We understand each other. And that, I believe is saving me from falling deeper into the abyss of madness.
