Change of Plans (Bucky x Reader)

Part 1

Age: Seven
Weapon: None

The van rocks back and forth over the bumpy road. You feel sick. You remember all the blood as your parents were shot, there was so much blood. You feel the tears welling up and you scrunch your eyes shut, trying to stop them from running down your face. The memories, so clear and new, so vividly new. The sounds of a bullet being shot and it piercing skin will never leave you.

The bag over your head blacked out everyone and everything in the van but you know that the two men have big guns pointed at you. You let out a small sobbing noise and one of the men growl at you.

"Keep quiet you little bitch." He orders. Your bottom lip shakes hard as you bite it, trying your hardest to not make a sound. "Why do we need this whimpering brat?" The same man grunts.

"Her parents opened their fucking mouths." Said the other man. The sound of all these people surrounding you made your entire body shake.

The van final comes to a halt and you get dragged out of the van and roughly thrown on the ground. The bag is taken off of your head and you flinch at the suddenness of the sun. One of the men yank you up and take you inside of a building.

They walk into a room that has a chair, with straps on it, and a weird helmet contraption thing attached to it. You let out a sharp shriek. Someone's hand clamps over your mouth to silence your cries. The men strap you into the chair, then abruptly leave. You wait alone, tugging at the restraints, for over twenty minutes. By the time a woman and man finally enter, your wrists are red, raw and about to bleed. The woman has dark blonde hair tied up in a high ponytail and the man has black hair, slicked back and neat. They are both wearing bright white lab coats.

The woman grabs a metal chair, that was also inside the room, and sits next to you. "Hey (Y/N), how are you?" She asks calmly. Your eyes widen and you can't form words. "Oh, don't you feel like talking... That's too bad I guess. Anyway, put this in your mouth. It's a gum guard but, I guess, since you still have your baby teeth, it's not really necessary." She stands up and forces your mouth open then puts something inside your mouth. It was soft and rubbery.

The man is behind you, by the controls for machine. He puts the helmet over your head and presses a button. "This is going to hurt." The man says just as a bolt of electrical energy rushes through your head. "What am I wiping?" He asks the woman as another bolt runs through your head.

"Wipe it all." She laughs and sits back down. The electricity gets stronger and more frequent. You try to scream but it's muffled by the gum guard. You start to wail and thrash around in the chair, trying in vain to escape. Your screaming carries on for another hour before you pass out from the pain.

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You jolt awake and stare blankly at the wall in front of you. Standing up is difficult but you do it anyway, you need to find out where you are. You stumble over your own feet as you try and walk to the door. As you reach the door it swings open and you fall into whoever opened up the door.

"Morning sweetheart." A nice lady catches you and helps you back to the bed. "How are you feeling?" She asks as she sits at the end of the bed. You cross your legs and stare at her in confusion. Who was she?

"Hello..." You say, hugging your stomach. "Who are you?" She frowns. The lady has dark blonde hair, which was in a very neat ponytail on the top of her head, and she has the pretties blue eyes that seem to stare into your very soul.

"Oh gosh, you don't remember anything do you?" You shake your head and her eyes start to become glossy. "I'm your mom, honey. You fell and hit your head yesterday, I was afraid you wouldn't remember anything." She leans over and hugs you tightly. You try hard to remember something but the only thing you can grasp is your name... (Y/N).

"Is my name (Y/N)?" You ask. The lady lets out a loud gasp and squeezes you tighter.

"Yes, oh my gosh, yes!" She starts to laugh. You let out a nervous laugh as well. She pulls away and looks you in the eyes. "My name is Annora and your dad's name is Maxfield. We are currently living in Siberia but you were born in New York. We are living with the people we work for, Hydra. You work for them as well and they were just about to train you some more before you fell. They were also going to give you a present, isn't that exciting?" You nod. All this new information starts to give you a pounding headache and you close your eyes, trying to make it go away. Annora notices your discomfort and smiles. "Rest my angel. I'll bring you some food when you wake up."

She helps you back under the covers of your bed and tucks you in. She kisses your forehead, giving you know last hug before standing up straight. "I hope I remember everything. You and dad..." You say to your mom before she leaves. A big smile graces her features.

"I hope so too. Your training starts next week." You nod and slowly fall asleep.

*the next week*

You wake up feeling refreshed and strong. A lot better than you've been feeling the last few days. Yawning loudly, you climb out of bed and get dressed warmly. When you are finished in your bedroom, you rush to find your mom. As you are walking around looking for her you drift off into your thoughts.

Something wasn't right about your mom and dad, they looked nothing like you. They also refuse to tell you their last name or any other important information. It's very strange.

You find your mom inside the kitchen, making breakfast. You sit at the cold metal table and wait. "Morning mom." You beam at her. She turns around and walks over to you. As she places breakfast in front of you, she gives your cheek a kiss.

"Eat up. Today's a big day for you." You grin and shove your food into your mouth. When you're finished you stand up and follow your mom. "Okay first your present, then we can train." She leads you to a grey metal door and both your mom and you walk inside.

The room is small with a bright light in the middle. Inside is a scary looking ma,n sitting on a chair, and in front of him is another chair. Your mom forces you to sit down and take your top off. You quickly cover your front half from the human gorilla and turn so your back is facing him.

"What am I doing?" He asks your mom. She grins and moves to stand next to him.

"Hail Hydra." Is all you hear her say. In an instant you feel a sharp sting on your right shoulder blade. Tears start to block out your vision, as the pain rapidly increases. The stinging persists for a full hour before it finally stops. "That's perfect." You mom says. You put your shirt back on and stand up. It keeps on stinging as you leave the room. Your mom and you make your way to another room. This one is much larger with big, almost black, tinted windows lining the left wall. The room had dark blue mats on the floor at the far end of the room and there were weapons all along the right wall.

You look around in fear and confusion. Your mom leads you to the mat area. "What are we doing here mom?" You ask, terrified.

"You're going to be trained now, angel." As soon as the words leave her lips the door swings open and a big, muscular man walks in. He was even scarier then the previous man.

"Time to teach you how to kill." He snarls at you, as he starts to bark orders. The only thing you can do is tremble in fear and follow the instructions.

As you fall on the mat for what feels like the thousandth time, you finally pass out. Your small, frail body, too exhausted to carry on.