Change of Plans (Bucky x Reader)

Part 2

Age: Twelve
Weapon: Revolver

The man cowers in the corner. You try hard to remember why you are doing this, why must he die again? You aim the revolver at the man's head and take a deep breath in. Nothing, you don't remember a single reason why you must take this man's life.

"Please don't do this. You're just a child, you shouldn't be doing this!" He yells. Ignoring him you put your finger on the trigger and pull. The man goes limp, blood paints the wall he was leaning against. You leave the man's house and walk to the car waiting outside. The cold winter air freezes you to the bone and you are shivering uncontrollably by the time you're inside the car.

"He's.... dead." You whisper, unable to muster up a full sentence. This man was the first person you've killed for your messed up parents. Surprisingly it didn't effect you as bad as you thought it would, but you have been wrong before. You knew that this would only properly settle in hours from now.

"Great work (Y/N), your parents will be proud." Says your driver for today, you forgot his name, it wasn't important. Yes your 'parents' will be proud. Something is very wrong about them, they can't possibly be your parents. Parents are meant to look like you, they are meant to answer all of your burning questions but these people don't do any of that. They just push you aside and tell you to kill people. They were the ones that told you to kill this man today, they were the ones that forced you to get the HYDRA symbol, a skull with tentacles, tattooed on your shoulder blade.

You finally make it back to base. Your driver opens your door and you step out into the snow.  You thank him and walk inside. The first thing you notice when you get inside is all the people rushing up and down the base. Confused, you go find your mom. You end up bumping into her on your way to her lab.

"Mom what's going on?" She shakes her head and pulls you to the side.

"We're going to a new base, a few miles east of this one. It's on top of the mountain." Before you can ask why she's sped off and is gone. Moving, that makes no sense. Instead of finding her again and arguing with her, you go to your room and pack your few essentials. Once you have packed your toothbrush, revolver and some clothes, you sling your backpack on your back.

Your mom finds you as you are making your way to the exit. "(Y/N)! Get in the van on the right." She says walking past you and back to her lab. Following her instructions, you climb into the back of the van and sit down on one of the built in benches. You lean your head back and sigh.

The van pulls off ten minutes later. You close your eyes and drift off into a restless sleep.

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An hour later you wake up to someone shaking your shoulder. Assuming you are at the new base, you stand up, ready to get out, but someone tugs your arm and you fall back on to the bench.

"Stay down and stay quiet." The same person hisses at you. You frown but stay still nonetheless. The van pulls off again after a little while. You shrug and make yourself comfortable again. Half an hour later the van stops again but you stay seated and wait to see if this is your stop. Everyone in the van stands up and gets out, so you follow them all, like a little puppy.

The entrance to the new base is just a small, very small, dome-like thing and is on top of a mountain, blanketed with snow, which was absolutely freezing. Someone jog over to the keypad on the door and punches in the code. You stretch and stroll up to the entrance of the base. The door opens and you are greeted by guns pointing at you. You immediately start walking backwards a few steps.