Save Me From Him

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I woke up with a headache and a lot of pain coming from my back. I walked to my full sized mirror to check the damage he had done. I think it was better if I hadn't looked. My back looked like a wolf had come and tried dragging my soul out by scratching at my back, but compared to other times it'd be much worst. I checked what time it was to see that it was only 6:30pm and my mom wasn't home yet. Great I had time to take a shower and treat my wounds. I stripped down and walked to my bathroom. I turned the water on and waited for it to get warm. Biggest mistake of my life. It felt as if my back was bursting in flames. I fell to the floor and started crying and screaming. I honestly couldn't take it anymore, I know I said that this was better than most times but it was still bad. I wished for a miracle every time it happened. If most people would ask me why I hadn't left yet is because I didn't want my friends hurt. Ever since I lost Alison I didn't want to lose anyone else. Honestly, you could break my soul, take my life away, beat me, hurt me, kill me, but for the love of god don't touch them. They are my family. We all look out for each other. I stayed in the shower for 30 minutes, then I got out and applied antibacterial cream on my back and bandaged it. I walked into my closet and changed into comfortable clothes. I went back to my bed and checked if there was any blood or anything. Lucky for him there wasn't any. I checked the time again and saw that it was 7:08. My mom would be getting home at 9:00. For me I'd normally be asleep by now. But I couldn't get comfortable on my bed because of my back. I was uncomfortable and in pain, so I couldn't really move that much.
I snuggled deeper into my bed and heard my phone go off. I had received two messages. One from Kilian and one from Scott. I looked at Kilian first.

Kilian: By now you'll be awake, next time you ignore me I'll make sure you won't be able to walk for a few months. Now go to sleep and don't tell your pack this or else.

I'd gotten pretty used to his threatening text so I just ignored it and deleted it. I then went and read Scott's.

Scott😍😜💖: Hey, I know you wanted to stay with us and help but don't worry, we're all fine! You and Kilian are cute with each other! I'm happy that he's treating you so well. Okay, you must be asleep by now so goodnight Lydia I Love You, Always and Forever.

With that, I cried again. I cried harder. My best friend thinks that Kilian is the most lovable person in the world, but in reality all he is is empty. I honestly couldn't tell anyone, beside me not wanting Kilian to tell, I was scared that I'd be a bother. I've had this before Kilian came. I felt that with everything I did or if I texted one of them I'd be annoying and they'll leave. That they will be tired of me and leave. I went to Pandora and played music I didn't care what kind it was. Once again I snuggled into my bed and continued crying. I must have fallen asleep because the last thing I remember hearing was "You're haunting me with your blue eyes..."

I normally wouldn't dream, but tonight my brain decided to play with my head. It started off normal. We were all at school. But something was off, at first I didn't notice it, until it became more clear. I was in a glass box. As If I was on display. Scott, Stiles, Kira, Malia, and Kilian were all on the outside turned around. I heard a nob being turned on and I screamed. I felt as if someone had poured acid on me. When I screamed they all turned around. I thought they were going save me, but they did the opposite they just pointed and laughed. They all laughed. Kilian was in the center of it all with his smirk that he always had, the smirk he always had when he knew he was about to break me.