So for the past few days I have been skipping school (even though I have to much work to make up already) because I haven't had the energy.
I've never had this problem before but I have been hearing "voices" I guess that's what you'd call it. It's not really voices but it's more like I get really demented thoughts that I can't control. I have been doing weird things without knowing it too.
Yesterday my brother fell asleep on the couch and I picked up a knife and threw it at his face. I missed thankfully but I don't remember doing it. I remember having a bad panic attack and going to my room but that's all I remember.
My brother said that I walked upstairs and he heard me grab a knife but he thought I was just making food so he went back to sleep. Then he said a few minutes later I threw a knife at him and just stood their staring at him before running out the door. He said I just ran and he couldn't find me anywhere. I woke up in my bed this morning but he said he never heard me come back.
Days clean: possibly 1? I don't really remember much of what happened yesterday
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Scream (a depression story)
Teen FictionThis is the diary of a girl named Riley. She isn't what most people consider "normal". She has severe depression and is a bit psychotic. Things never seem to get better for her and maybe they never will.
